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61. Three seconds
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Levi's Dark Desires 62. News
Grace- I’m not the narrator, this is my story. And I choose how I live it. However strong I may act, deep down I recall the moment when I held the gun before him and I didn’t feel powerful, I felt like a traitor. Weapons that sometimes make you feel invincible, take your strength away. The gun that’s supposed to save you, take your life, and all you see blood scattered around, his blood, Levi’s blood. So, the power I felt was nothing but my fears gushing inside to press the trigger and take his life. And no matter how hard I try, his face, is always before me. And the agony of his words never seems to fade. He said, he doesn’t know fancy words to woo girls, and I want scoff at him and forget about it. But it turns out that he is a liar, a rather professional one. I’d be lying if I said, I don’t think about him, I want to lie though. But whenever I close my eyes, a loop of memories hit me and as if I had less nightmares to live, Levi’s face added as a dressing on the top. My b
Levi's Dark Desires 63. Shadow
I love Phoenix, but remember when I said that maybe I'm ready to give up on my past and start a new life with him? Forget it. Because I'm not ready. I never will be, the fluid named vengeance runs as blood in my veins and I’d be dead if not for it. I had hope, in the basement. Revenge was that hope. You see, I never lied when I said, I am a beast. The names on the diary, Archie killed them from the first page, since he’s locked up at Levi’s mansion, he couldn’t have finished them off. So, I’ll start from the end. Phoenix doesn’t know, he shouldn’t. He’s right, I don’t do walks, because I kill. But when did it start? When I had finally given up on this diary, I was about to throw it off the bridge. To start anew, fresh, road to unicorns and clouds and skies and everything bright. The water as blue as the sky, the sky I wanted to touch, and that day I realized I'm not meant to touch it. I took a deep breath, I had Phoenix’s poems, his emotions printed on his book, I don’t need
Levi's Dark Desires 64. Doomed life
The value of life for me has become ambiguous. What is life other than days of death and nights of haunts? Isn’t it better to just end it? When all I see is dick waiting to be shoved inside some pussy. But I didn’t know, killing someone would make my soul bright. I feel reborn. I feel invincible, I feel like I can take over the world and nothing, nothing scares me anymore. “Where were you?” His hoarse voice was enough to tell me the storm I'm about to face soon. A hint of rage coursing through. I looked around the dark hall, no one but a sound, a sound, anger, ire, fury, Phoenix. Words that don’t go along with him were what I felt all together coming at me. And before his frame, the bright caramel eyes appeared within the dark. I gasped. “God, you scared me.” I tried to mock it off. “I scared you?” He growled and sluggishly ambled at me. His hands crossed at his chest, waiting for a justification I don’t have. Of course, I'm not going to tell him I killed someone, and I’m ha
Levi's Dark Desires 65. Conscience
Life and death, it doesn’t come with a warning, dreams and nightmares are the same. Because I found him standing before me, nightmare? No. My death. One moment I was dying with pleasure and the other, I had Levi’s words ringing inside my head. The notion called sanity has turned into just vague and timid emotions for me. Not him but his death haunts me, and at times like these? “You okay?” His brow rose up, worry cascading on his face, I want to nod, I want to say yes but I can’t. And I'm guilty, I'm feigning ignorance. I don’t want to face the look he’s having right now, the look which is not sympathetic, because my eyes, they speak a different language than usual. The thought of thinking about Levi in an indecent way never struck me before, and by this am I, am I breaking Phoenix’s heart? Am I, am I cheating on him? With a dead person? I want to shut these thoughts down, because I know I love him, but by any chance do I have feelings for Levi at the same time? No, no, I'm
Levi's Dark Desires 1. Grumpy beginnings
Grace- "I love you, Blush..." “Sorry, we’re not supposed to have a relationship with our customers…” I jerked his hand off of mine sliding my panty up. “Would you mind?” I turned my back asking him to hook my bra. I only heard him sigh as he gently touched my back, his hands groping my body. “Can you please just love me? I’ll take you away from this ugly world.” His voice sounded desperate but it couldn’t reach me and I replied with a smirk. “Why are you here then?” I rummaged through his pocket, took the cigarette out and thumped my body on the bed. His eyes quickly landed on my boobs as they jingled because of the strong pounce, and a grin escaped from my lips. I loved the rheostat I have over men; it makes me feel powerful, prevailing, invincible. Unlike the time when I was scared of these libidinous men. These hungry monsters only thrive for my body just to quench their thirst. “When am I going to meet you again?” He kept on fidgeting with his fingers, no matter how innoc
Levi's Dark Desires 2. The fine art of bullshit
“I'm Ford.” He placed his hand on the knot of my robe leisurely opening it. But before he could move on, his phone chimed and I heard him groan. “Ugh, God…” It was fun watching him frown like a kid, entirely different from his appearance. Dark. Authoritative. Honed. He walked up to his phone and declined it, it rang again, and he sighed before picking it up. “Better be important because this phone call is taking away my snack.” He licked his lips looking at me and again ran his hands through his hair. I did the job he failed at and threw my robe aside. His eyed landed on my boobs stuffed in the see-through bra and I opened my legs wide for him, he turned his gaze away. It felt terrible, did he reject me? “Just kill them, na… what’s all this fuss about?” He yelled, and I gulped in fear, the distance between my legs gradually decreased from his threatening words. Of course, he’s a mafia but still, he isn’t supposed to leak out intimidating things off his mouth this casually. He di
Levi's Dark Desires 3. Cheap kindness
“Come inside” I heard a hoarse voice as someone asked me to follow him. I have never been to places as huge as this. A long hallway with countless security guards standing on sentinel. It didn’t look like a house of loan sharks, but you never know what one’s hiding under their sleeves. “Grace…” My brother’s voice gushed to my ear from a corner and he came into appearance and hugged me abruptly. I embraced him tightly shedding tears, I kept on kissing his face feeling a sense of relief. “I’m sorry, p---please forgive your sister…” I sniveled while sniffing his scent, and scanned his body to find any marks of hurt. “I’m okay… you don’t have to cry; Grey will cry too…” He wiped my tears and I smiled hugging him again. “Grace?” I got startled upon hearing a sudden voice, I felt chills running down my spine as I caught my name in a hoarse voice, it never felt so... intimidating before… “What a pretty name… pretty…just like you.” I hid my brother behind me and turned to look at him,
Levi's Dark Desires 4. Virginity
The days went by smoothly and Mr. Ford, easily vanished from my life, as if he never existed. We moved into a big apartment just like my brother wanted and I continued working as a sex worker. But nothing was easy, entering into the murkiness, I found him sitting on the chair. Apathetic. Unbothered. Alluring. Green eyes, pretty face, ugly heart, no- no heart at all. “Have I for once, tried to force you?” It was kept completely confidential that he was arriving since I would’ve said no. “Relax, I’m just here to talk.” He stood up, his heels meeting the floor, a tall man, too tall to eat up the distance between us in milliseconds. “It’s benefitting you in so many ways, why are you denying it? You can get your loan paid in an instant, your brother can live in peace plus, you won’t have to sleep around with so many people. Touching STD’s and whatnot.” Sure… if only that was my concern. “What’s benefitting you from this? Why are you being kind to a prostitute like me?” I pushed him a
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