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"Eve, please listen to me, it's not what you're thinking, I can explain, I promise you Eve, it isn't what it looks like." The regular words a betrayer and a cheater says when they get caught.
I never imagined or pictured myself hearing those words in my entire life, ever. I wondered to myself why anyone would want to cheat on me. I mean, I knew for a fact that I didn't do anything wrong and we were fine in the relationship so what could've been the cause?
"Eve, please li-listen, I'm sorry you had to see that." Grey stuttered again.
He wasn't even sorry he cheated, he was sorry I caught him cheating, he was sorry I had to see him cheating with my best friend. Such an annoying human. Right then, my blood began to boil as my body and my mind finally settled on what to feel. Rage.
I shut my eyes tightly and reopened them as I glared at him attempting to close in on me while Jade just stoo
52It took a long train ride to get back home but it was worth it. I needed the peace and serenity the subway brought. I kept looking outside the window, the grass and people going by in a blur soothed the anger in me. At least I felt better than when I left the house."Hello, yeah, I don't see any black Toyota here, I think you're on the wrong street- Oh, never mind, I see you now." I hung up and waved to the Uber driver.He came to a stop in front of me and I got in, throwing my bags carefully on the seat beside me. I sighed as my butt hit the comfortable seat and he began driving. That was when I realized I missed home. I missed strolling down the streets and helping my old neighbors walk their dogs.I missed Mrs Neumann's problematic son who happened to also be my favorite person in the entire community. I was glad my dads decided to finally settle in this community and not move anymore because I couldn't
53"Look at this, I call it the depth. I made it for you." The kid smiled excitedly as he nudged me with the edge of the painting.His happiness was something everyone wanted. Such a happy child; happiness isn't easy to come by but we can find our own happiness in the most random and little things. We find happiness by first letting go of whatever saddens or depresses us, whatever or whoever it may be. And that gave me an idea."Tell me what you think, come on. Do you like it?" Rodney asked skeptically. I bent my head to the side, looking at the painting closely."Are you just stalling because you don't know what to say?" He asked with a bored expression on his face. Well, no, I definitely wasn't. "it's okay, my mom does it all the time. After all, not everyone can appreciate good art, not even if it hit them in the face." He shrugged.Ouch."Well, no, I wasn't stalling
I had already made my decision, I just needed a way to convey it to my parents. I had absolutely no idea how they would feel about the news; after all they did try all they could for me and I was just going to throw it all away carelessly.Also, UCLA was such a prestigious school and I would be damned if I would throw away all that prestige and embarrass the whole school by doing what I had in mind.It's probably going to break them but I have no other option, it is what I want and it is what I have decided on. I also decided I was going to break the unhappy news to everyone during or after dinner that day. After was my best bet though, I didn't want anybody getting angry and not eating their food.On the other hand, Rodney still felt guilty for "asking me questions th
55"Then we moved down to Las Vegas and my parents decided to settle down here, not complaining though." I rolled my eyes at the direction of my parents before continuing."Not complaining about how we had to move away from there all the way down to this town when I had just started getting comfortable making friends and I had just learned the address." I scoffed in annoyance."It happens. I also recently had to move out of my previous apartment because– wait for it, because of a rat infestation." No way."Shut up, you're joking." I chuckled, waiting for her to laugh along and tell me it was a lie."Nope. I'm damn serious. It started out with about two rats and then, boom, just like it happened in the movie ratatouille, I had a house of rats." I didn't even let her finish as I bursted out laughing."Oh my goodness." I said in between fits of laughter."No, sto
56It was almost time for dinner and I was freaking out already. I wondered how my dads would react to the news; unhappy, angry, sad, mad, whatever it may be, I knew it wouldn’t be good. I know I wouldn’t be happy if my only daughter just randomly came to me one day to break such terrible news after everything I’ve done for her. Nobody would be happy to hear that.“Are you okay?” Belle asked me randomly.I quickly shook out of my nervousness and turned to see her. Then I realized she was talking previously before I zoned into my own nervous thoughts. I felt my eyes twitch a little bit as she stared at me with a worrying face.“What? Why? Yeah I’m fine, I’m perfect, why? I’m not nervous, why would you ask me that? Do I look nervous to you? No? Why would you even think I’m nervous?” I blabbed on stupidly before laughing nervously.My palms were already sweaty an
57 Immediately my Dad asked me to speak up, everyone adjusted their chairs to hear the bombshell that I was about to drop. I was nervous as hell and my hands were already shaking. I felt faint and scared. Their reaction was already putting me off. The vibe, I didn't like. I took a deep breath in and let it out slowly. I looked around and everybody was already watching me impatiently. Belle gave me an encouraging nod and a small smile followed afterwards. My dads, however, didn't look so happy to be left in suspense. It was getting too much so I sighed. “Since I started schooling at UCLA, I haven't exactly felt comfortable, since
After browsing the schools in Las Vegas and ruling out a lot of them due to certain reasons including but not limited to Distance; because I didn’t want to be far from home, The transfer student quota, the fact that many schools don’t accept dropouts/transfers, Change of majors and the sorts I finally settled on one, Carrington College. It isn’t as popular and prestigious as UCLA but it’ll have to do. My dad sent in an email first for confirmation and we got a reply after three days where they asked for my details and documents which were provided via mail, alongside past and present medical records which I also sent.
So I agreed. Yes, I did. I agreed to him being my sugar daddy. Apparently, with all the River and Grey drama, it was very obvious that I was not cut out for love, dating or relationships so why not go ahead and be a goddamn sugar baby? Many girls have sugar daddies and they live fine, nothing really happened to them. Wouldn't kill nobody, would it? I don't think it would be that bad, I mean things are getting extremely expensive lately and I can't afford them myself. Look on the bright side. I mean, I get paid weekly allowance for doing whatever sugar babies do and I also get shopping, feeding and living allowance. Isn't that great? I know, right? I know you're probably judging me right now but trust me sweetheart, you and I both know you would also jump at the first opportunity you see to be a sugar baby and get paid like this.