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Heartache and Winter Snow
Sophie
The days went by slow from thereon.
Logan and I were close and I felt I was in love with him more each day, but I felt as if everyone around me were hiding things from me.
Mom and dad were going on business trips more often, and it worried me. Mom didn't look so good. She looked stressed out, tired, worn out. She had lost a lot of weight and tried to hide it, changing the subject each time I asked her if she was ok.
We were getting close to Christmas time and that meant two things. One- Our winter formal dance was coming up. Two- Christmas break was coming.
My family usually goes off to a cabin we rent out in the mountains. I'm not sure that's the case this year. My parents have been so busy.
Logan was busier than before since they had won qualifications for county champions. I was so proud of him. The thing that bothered me was that Carter was still messing with him and me.
We oversaw his be
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