"I want to give them more than just a choke," I focus my attention on Lily's dad once he made himself on the floor next to us, sitting Indian-style."So, good," he quieted, then moaned after a second bite. "Lily told me you went all WWE on Paris Blake. I'm glad you did it, girl.""Dad, don't encourage her," his daughter grunts. "Be a parent.""What?" Nicky said as insulted. "I know Paris's father; he is a mall security guard with a fetish for men in drags." He winked.Lily and I looked at each with wide eyes staring back at Nicky."Well, I better start dinner and go grocery shopping while Daddy is still out with his buddies." Nicky rose from the floor."Dad," Lily called out with difficulty preventing him from leaving. "Are you saying Paris's dad is...gay?"He chuckled, sitting back down, biting his glossy bottom lips and acting weird. "Oh, honey, you know, before I met Wayne at the nightclub in LA. I met Paris's dad. He and I-""Wait!" Lily cut her dad off and expressed a sour face.
Another day, another dreary day.Leaving the Peters home, I thanked the lovely gay couple and Nicky's breakfast and said my goodbyes to Lily, hoping for another sleepover. I enjoyed hanging out at another girl's home. I'm glad I will be able to be a part of myself from my past, thanks to Lily.I walked to the bus and sat on the bench, waiting for transportation. As I sat, I was glued to my phone like everyone else when someone took the spot next to me. I would ignore it, but I had to look and see it was a middle-aged man. Dark skin, dark hair with a hint of grey on the side, and he wore clothes that made me feel hotter because of the weather today; cool breeze yet warm.Back to the screen on my phone, looking at open jobs once after graduation that accept high school diploma students and a place of my own would be better."Excuse me." I looked up at the man who spoke with a European accent as he smiled. "May I ask what time it is?"I looked down at my phone and told the time. "It's 11
It always starts with a rocky question that leads to a disastrous argument. "None of your business." I snapped. "And why do you care if I slept over at a guy's house? You don't own me.""I cared because what if he's another dickface who is just being nice to get in your pants, " he argued, and his eyes went dark. "Who is going to save you from another asshole? Not me."This guy is raising my blood pressure, and I want to hit him badly. But there is a 99% chance it won't hurt him, and the 1% feel a pinch. "I could take care of myself. I don't need you to save my ass. I didn't ask you the first time." That I lied, I did pray for help but didn't expect him to come to my rescue."Don't expect me when he pins you down and fucks you from behind."I gasped. "You know what? I'd rather have another guy inside me because clearly, your fingers didn't affect me at all.""Liar," he snarled as he stepped towards me like the animal his last name means. A wolf stalks his prey. "You were enjoying my f
My whole suspension days weren't so bad if Logan wasn't part of it. I didn't mind at all. I'd be bored out of my mind if it weren't for him spending time with me.Mom gave dad a hard time courting her, so why can't I?I mean, Logan is fighting his urges to touch me. I could feel his eyes on me, dark and lust, but I got to remind him I want things slow, and he's a gentleman about it, and he pulled away as if I have Hot Bad Boy Repellant.After our talk at his family's shop, he took me home and hung out with me for a while to be more of each other. My suspension started the next day, and right after school, he came over to my house so did Liam and Lily. And I saw how nervous Lily was around Liam. She would blush all the time, and it's cute. Tuesday, Logan and I watch the original Aladdin on Broadway online, getting a few tips on not just singing but also acting. Our parts aren't much in singing to support the main characters' song.We practice a few of our roles, adding humor. Unlike hi
"So?""So?" I slurped my Pepsi that was running out so. Instead, I made noises and then popped a cold french fries into my mouth."You didn't want to go."I eyed Lily while she stared at me. I sighed. "No, and why should I go?""Because of it, the beach and one of the hotspots for hookups."My heart clenches.I laid my head on the floater, placing my drink back in the cup holder as I relaxed in Lily's pool. "Says who?"Lily scoffed. "Said the Internet. Aren't you worried?""Why should I be? It's his choice." I let my fingers feel the fresh water on this hectic day.California can be bipolar sometimes, and since it's almost November, I wasn't sure if I stay home cozy watching Netflix movies or wear a two-piece white microkini bikini I bought. But never worn it in my life because my boobs are not large enough, but it makes my ass look big. But also because of my scars. Few were faint, but others were visible, so wearing it to the beach was no good. Plus, I had no time to buy new ones, a
After finishing our early dinner, we returned and lay on the lounge chairs, lying to rest under the sun. I had my earphones on, listening to music as Lily read a book.With the loud music ringing in my ears, I could hear Lily giggling, her eyes glued to the book. I felt my phone vibrate next to me, and I lift my sunglasses to see a text from Logan.Logan: Hey!Me: hi! having fun with my bro?Logan: hell yeah, my brothers and I are having a good timeHe sent a picture of him wearing swimming trunks revealing his massive and hot body, his abs were all I saw in the picture, but I had to focus and saw his brothers and my brother holding up his middle finger and making a silly face. They were all cramped in one picture at the beach but having a blast.Me: that is good u guys are getting along.Logan: wat u doing?Me: SunbathingLogan: ur at the beach? Where?Me: Lily's house. Pool.Logan: o_o!Me: lol.Logan: So......u are wearing a swimsuit??Me: curious?Logan: not really...can I see?I
As the days went by fast, Friday arrived, and it was already the weekend. Yesterday was awkward because every student did nothing but stare at me all day. As if they don't have a life to concentrate on, then glare at me. Rumors spread fast, like high-speed internet. I couldn't tolerate the staring and whispering. The problem was that they heard what I did with Paris.It seems that the janitor was at the scene but couldn't do anything but watch the show as if he didn't need to pay per view. Then he had to tell the lunch ladies; then they told Mrs. Smith; the school nurse said Jordan while tutoring a student, so that is where the contamination suspect started to spread the news to other students.Some say I held Paris with one hand around her neck. Others say I used a belt to give her a good torment like BDSM as if I would do that to Paris. Students have strange, vivid imaginations, and I ignored them. Adding to my news, Heather doesn't go to our school anymore. After the incident, Clar
I acted surprised because I knew when I saw him at Round One kissing that guy, but I would never have thought he would confess to me that he was gay."Oh...my," I breathed. "Since when?""Since forever," he told me, and my eyes grew wider. "Yeah, it has been that way ever since my mom put me in those pageants because she always wanted a daughter, but after she had me through a c-section, she couldn't have any more kids. So, to make her happy, I allowed her to dress me like a doll. I knew I enjoyed it and fell in love with it, but my dad didn't want a sissy son and demanded I act like the man he wanted me to be. I realize then I'm gay. I've been locked in the closet and did everything my father would be proud of me, sports, academics, everything that would please him.""Then, did the rumors of you dating different girls happen?""No, I started that rumor so they would think I'm that guy.""And dating Paris was a cover-up to hide your sexuality?"He nodded. "When Paris asked me out, I t