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LXXVII. Seize
Essi’s life has been dreamy these days. Time become an ancient thing. Everything was pleasant. Every little thing with Oneil counts. It feels like there is no end. Until the rain poured. Time gets unfrozen. The bargained days are now done. And yet, she is still unable to bring her main purpose.
Her hand hangs on tight on Oneil’s sleeve. She has already prepared herself for this kind of mountain edge to dive back to reality. She wanted to take all the remaining seconds as something to enjoy. But Oneil removed her hand with a reminder about her flight. Oneil has brought her to Charles de Gaulle Airport. Otherwise, it would be heavier to look away.
“I can see the uncertainty in your eyes. I know what you meant. But don’t worry, Estella. I’m with you, even from afar, to fight for our future.”
Oneil could never set it aside, that there is always something in the way Essi looked at him. Back then, and until now, the mirrors of her soul reveal a thousand words that
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Hi! This is Ane Daniels.Please bear with the recent updates I had.Three of the latest chapters (supposed to be 77, 78, 79) had conflicts. I had to deal on editing it out. It may appear that these chapters are doubled. But trust me, the latest one should be new and they have different contents.Chapter 77 is titled "LXXVII. Seize"Chapter 78 is "LXXVIII. Fight Like Riley"andChapter 79 is "LXXIX. Strengths"I already made some revisions but please wait for these new versions to be available. You may kindly refresh this book later to also receive the new versions.Minnasan, arigatou gozaimashita!With love,Ane
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