Chapter 40

Bryanna is back with her daughters and the nurse and now we are all having dinner.

I have never felt like an outsider like the way I feel now.

They are all chatting amongst themselves, catching up on things. Everyone seems comfortable including Erica. It is like she has already known them all her life.

Bryanna seems happy and I have never seen Annalise smile and laugh the way she is doing right now.

She really missed her family.

Grayson is also more relaxed and smiling more than usual.

Once in a while I'll steal some glance at him to check whether he was looking my way but no. Nada.

This entire night his eyes has been on his wife,he is staring at her with so much love, like the way my dad stares at my mom. Completely and utterly in love.

Am I a bad person for saying I really hate it. I wish I am the one he is staring at that way. I am jealous of her, even in her last days she still has him wrapped around her fingers.

Everyone is enjoying themselves except me. I keep circling my food a