Four years ago (After the baby was born)It has already been three months since Elias was born and Jane was rocking motherhood.It was like she has had children before but it was all motherly instincts.Elias was looking more and more of his father everyday, which always tugs Jane's heart because Grayson wasn't around to see his son grow.Jane and Elias bond was stronger than any mother and child bond.She made her bedroom a nursery so she could be closer to her son.She was with him 24/7 and didn't want let anyone hold him.Elias would cry if Jane leaves his presence for even a second,it made it difficult for her to have her personal time but she couldn't have it any other way.Her son was her life line now ,she lived for him now.Erica was happy to her best friend enjoy motherhood.'She deserved it' she thought.Jane would always sing to her son whenever he was crying and that would calm him down.Even at the sound of her voice will calm him down.She was the only one who could put
I don't think my mind is working right now as I sit here.My son is dead!My son is dead because of me?What the did Annalise say to her! Was she that heartless."She wasn't the same anymore Grayson. She isolated her self for weeks,she never cried,she would mostly lock herself up in the room she shared with him. Then the day she finally left the room,she took a flight to my grandma's where she stayed for two months. After she returned,she had changed so much. Her aura scream darkness" Jayden says"You know she only wore white through out her pregnancy but after Elias died,not once has been in a white dress. She would normally speak to her bump whenever she stands Infront of a mirror". Erica adds in tears.My son is dead because of me!I killed my child!Oh God no!I didn't realize I was crying until the tears begins to his my shaky hands.I looked at the two people Infront me, trying so hard not to destroy this entire place."I...I didn't....I didn't know.."I cry"Oh God,I ... didn't
(Warning Sensitive Content ahead;Self harm)I wasn't thinking rationally when I decided to come here.I was just overwhelmed at the fact that Grayson was here.He reminds me so much of baby boy,my little angel.His life was snatched away from him before he could live it. He was deprived of such a good life.I would have treated him like a prince because he was one.I stare at the ranch with so much agony. I haven't been here since he died. This place looks the same but it doesn't feel the same.The workers all greeted me as I entered into the house and walked straight upstairs.Every step I took feels like a part of me is being teared apart.I made my way down the hall till I was Infront of my door.The door to the room I shared with my son.I gulped before opening the door,the scent of his baby powder and cream hits my noise and my legs suddenly felt week.I burst into tears as I walked into the room,this place hasn't changed a little bit.The baby cort is still there,his clothes a
We all stare back at Erica in shock. How did she get behind her? How does she have a needle on her?"Thank you Erica"Jayden says with a sigh and she nods still sobbing."How did you know this would happen"I asked Erica"This isn't her first time going defensive. She tried to kill herself remember"she hiccuped through her tears."Oh okay"I say in low voice."Let's bring her to the car. We are going back to New York"Jayden says his voice breaking.That is when I realized he was also crying .He was about to carry her but I stopped him,"Your cut is too deep. Mine isn't that deep,let me carry her"I tell him my voice also breaking.He silently nods and took his handkerchief,and uses it to pick up the knife from the floor.Erica went inside the bathroom and comes back with a bucket of water, scrubbing brush, antiseptics and a bleach to clean the blood stains on the floor.I took of my shirt, ripped it into two and wrapped it in her inner thigh whispering how sorry I was.She has been cutti
I wake up with a slight migraine on the left side of my head.What the heck happened?I only remember struggling over a knife with my brother and Grayson and then everything went black.I tried to stand up but I felt something heavy on stomach."What is that?"I groan and slowly opened my eyes to adjust the bright light.After my eyes could see properly, I looked down and saw Jaredean and Isabella on my bed.Isabella was beside me and Jaredean was slightly laying on top of me.What are they doing here?How did they get in here? I thought to myself but someone answered me."They wanted to be by your side when they heard you were sick" my mom said from the door holding a tray which contains breakfast.I suddenly feel embarrassed as memories of what yesterday rushes back to me.I stand up from the bed carefully not to wake the children up.I went to couch wincing due to the pain between my legs. My mom comes to sit beside me settling the tray on the table."How are you feeling?"she asks m
Therapy has been great!When I say great,I mean great!Mark and I have grown fond of each other.I am more comfortable around him other than my brother.We are even on first name basis.I always look forward to going to therapy just to see his handsome face and gorgeous blue eyes.But no matter how attracted I am to him,I am never getting involved with a married man again.What happened with Grayson was enough for me.Mark says I am not making progress and it might be best if joined his rehabilitation center.It would be good for me to have my own space and to heal and get in the right state of mind.I don't think that would be necessary because I am fine.Today is very exciting for me because Mark is coming here for dinner.Yes he coming here alone. Apparently his wife travelled to her hometown in Memphis, Tennessee and won't be back until Tuesday.So he was apparently home alone and I took the advantage to invite him for dinner.I have good intentions, like I said don't want to get
I lay on my bed thinking about the kiss that happened a few hours ago.God,why did I do this again!I shouldn't have kissed him back. Inviting him here was a very bad idea.I have no one else to blame but Grayson.He fucked me up years ago.If only he didn't leave,I would have been happily married to him and my son would have still been alive and well.I don't understand how I love him and still resent him for everything.I need someone to talk to or else I would go insane. Mark is out of the question because we just ruined our friendship.Now things are going to be so awkward between us.I grabbed my phone from the night stand and went through my contacts.It was almost midnight,my parents would be asleep by now, Jayden is not an option, probably fucking the hell out of Esperanza.*blahh,ewww*.Erica is out of the question. She is busy being pregnant.There is only one person left, Grayson.My hands graze over his name,God what am I doing.I groan and put the phone back on the night
I woke up this morning with two thoughts in my mind.Piper's birthday and Mark's kiss.I have promised myself to keep things professional between us.He called me just an hour ago and apologized,we both promised not to speak about it to anyone.We have forgotten about it. Besides it was a mistake.So today,I am going to focus on Piper's birthday and buying her the best present for her.Which is why I am in a jewelry shop with Erica looking for very expensive necklace for her.I just want to spoil her for today, nothing can change my mind."Do you think she is going to love this?"Erica asks from behind as I take a look at that the P designed diamond necklace.I turn to face her and she was holding a bracelet with green sapphire diamond stones in them."I guess. I really down know what to buy for a teenage girl for her birthday. On my fifteen birthday my dad bought me a Tesla even tho I couldn't drive"I shrug."You dad always spoils you rotten. I am not surprised. Maybe Grayson would be