Awful.That is what I have been feeling for the past three days.I haven't been out of my house,I only answer calls when they are necessary.I really regret sleeping with Mark. I am a home wrecker.This is all Grayson's fault. He made me this way,he made me a home wrecker and whore.I was cheated on and now I am doing the same thing to another woman again.I never regretted sleeping with Grayson when he was married because I knew Bryanna was going to die anyway.But Mark's wife is still alive and well.Just then something crosses my mind,he never has his wife's picture in his office not even his kid.Does this mean he is lying about his family?No it can't be possible. He says he doesn't want her privacy to be invaded.I sigh to myself and rub my face.I need to get out today.Reasons being I have a meeting with the board members and stakeholders at 11 am.I can't let Jayden go alone or else he'll agree to everything they say.He still has a lot to learn although he is great at makin
Two girls immediately comes and pull her back away from me."Let go of me and let me deal with that bitch!"she yells through her tears."What the fuck are you doing here? You got what you wanted so why are you here. You got your revenge! He is dead now so why come here. Oh you are not satisfied with that too,you want to see my pain. You have won Jane so why the fuck are you here"she shouts at me while trying to free herself."I..am sorry..I really am"I stutter but that makes her laugh humourlessly and her eyes darken."You are trying to play the innocent one yet again. This act of yours is really getting old Jane. You couldn't let things go, your ego is too big for that. This is all your fault,Flynn death is on your head. You killed him,you destroyed his life,you took everything away from him. He became depressed because of you,he became an alcoholic because of you. You had every company in this state and beyond black list him because you couldn't accept rejection. You couldn't let go
I went home straight from Mark's house. I immediately took off my dress and disposed it off into my bin.I entered the shower and turn it on, I let the water hit my skin as I scrub myself rapidly trying to wash off his touch.I destroyed another happy home.I am a whore,a homewrecker,a slut.I couldn't get the broken look on her face out of my mind.Fuck!I through the sponge away and lean back against the wall and slide down to the floor as the burst through my mouth.I need to leave this country. I need to go back to Paris or Grandma's place.That will help.I have to call Jayden and let him make my jet ready,I'll be leaving first thing tomorrow morning.I got out of the shower and dried my self. I put on something comfortable,a white sweatshirt and grey sweatpants.I slip into my duvet and tucked my self in.Everywhere was quiet and everything feels so lonely.When did things start to go wrong?I was happy before.I was happily married, living my life,I didn't care about what othe
I needed fresh air. I couldn't stay in the room anymore. If I did I would have destroyed alot of things not only the lamb.I can't believe she slept with him.But do I blame her?No.Because after all I am to be blame for everything that happened in her life.I caused everything,from kissing her first to sleeping with and letting her fall in love with me only for me to abandoned her.Everything is my fault but damn I am angry. I am so angry I could kill.She is the victim in this case.Her therapist knew she wasn't mentally stable and he took advantage of her.I really hope they listen to her side of the story first.I couldn't bare to hear what she did with the man that is why I left.I have been standing in their back garden for hour now and I need to go back inside.Thank God I spoke called Piper to have dinner without me and keep an eye on her sister for me.I decided to go back inside and see what was happening.When I got to the living room no one was there.Where did they g
Thirty Minutes BeforeThey have all neglected me. I spent years picking after them and when it was my turn they have abandoned me.They have given up me when I never did,maybe I should just end it all.It took me alot of strength and courage to get into my car and drive home.Immediately I got I rush to my room and locked the door.I threw my phone on the bed and sat on my couch.I have nobody. I am all alone in this world,no one loves me and no one is going to.I burst into sobs after I couldn't control it anymore.'you have someone who loves you tho. And he waiting for you to come to him' the tiny voice whispers."no!no! You are not real, leave me alone"I yell tugging my hair.'Your son has been waiting for you. Don't you want to hold him and watch him grow'it taunts again."No!you are not real. My son is dead! Leave me alone"I yell."You are not real!"I begun to chant.'Elias is waiting for. He is calling out for you,just take the knife and kill yourself ' it whispers again.I be
We have been sitting here for another two hours adding up to make fourteen hours and still no news from the doctors or nurses.Mr. Jones has tried his possible best to get some information about his daughter but it is lost course.The nurses and doctors have been running in and out of the room but no one is willing to disclose information about her.Erica is finally worn out and has fallen asleep on the chair.I had to phone Annalise and Piper so that they could go the Jones estate and be with kids even tho there is a nanny around.Esperanza has been trying so hard calm her husband down but it wasn't working.Jayden has been stressed and sad through this entire fourteen hours.But it isn't compared to what I am feeling inside,I never felt this pain when Bryanna died. It is as if my heart is being pulled out of my body. "I am getting tired of not getting any information about my sister. I am going inside"Jayden angrily stands on his feet.But before he could could take any step, a do
Darkness.It is all I see around me. Pitch black darkness with nothing to see.That is untill a bright light suddenly shines my way. I begun to walk towards it wondering what it was.Suddenly I was under water struggling to breathe. After trying for a few moment I stopped and gave into death.But was suddenly I was pulled out of the water,I gasp to air. Breathing heavily.My vision blurs as I tried to open my eyes,I see blur visions of people standing over me wearing nose masks.The light was too bright for my vision as I tried to adjust to it.I hear loud beeping sounds and it was getting irritating. I tried to use my hands to block the light but I couldn't move it. It felt heavy, what is wrong with me?A few seconds later the light went deem and I groan fully opening my eyes.I make out the blurry people,three doctors and five nurses."Miss Jones can you hear me? If you can groan again?"one doctor says and I do it."Are you okay? Do you feel any discomfort?"he asks again and I shak
Hospitals sickens me.Everything in here is so dull and boring it makes want to tear my hair out.I have been here and awake for two weeks,yes two consecutive weeks.But I'll be leaving tomorrow,I have finally decided on going to rehab. I made the decision for my self and not my family.Erica was here to support me as usual,she even signed all the necessary documents on behalf of my family.Speaking of family,after two weeks of being talked into allowing them visit me by Erica and Piper,who was here on behalf of her father,I have finally agreed to see them. I want to make things right with them,besides Erica was right,Family is forever. I need to forgive them and let everything go.It is the first step to my healing journey and I need their love and support.Which eeis why they are coming to see me today. It is my last day of being here until I am transferred to the rehab.I have been anticipating this since morning, mainly because I am shy and embarrassed.I have been staring at th