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Tired Of Losing You
Seriously, fuck you. I have had enough.
I am tired of losing Raven.
Around every corner, there is a hole that I need to trip through…and…
I have had enough.
I once believed I knew what love is.
Raven Sloane…
I was satisfied with a mediocre life, a mediocre relationship. You know, the same old, same old – “He cares about me, I care about him”;
“I will never find anything better than this.” stuff.
All that fucking bullshit.
I actually thought that I had found my ‘forever after.’ The person I’ll eventually end up with.
You came into my life and changed my whole existence from its core. From the very first moment our eyes met, I knew there was something much more powerful between us than a simple, flirty gaze.
You showed me that love has no limits; you revealed a whole new dimension of me. Something I’ve never felt before.
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