I had barely finished setting up the date by the time 4:30 rolled around I was seriously rethinking the whole "see you at five" thing. I had packed everything we needed before leaving but Blair's house was still about a twenty-minute drive and I was getting extremely anxious. I wanted tonight to perfect for her, I wanted this to be a night to remember. I sped on the highway back to town and parked outside of her apartment before quickly touching up my makeup in the mirror. I hadn't been this nervous since the first date at her house and I was definitely way more anxious this time. I knocked on her door after running up and nervously tapped my foot as I waited.
"Hey." She greeted with a small smile once the door flung open "You look really nice."
Me? Blair have you looked in a mirror you look like a fucking angel. She had put on a pair of leggings and a cute white sweater with her hair up in a neat bun. I had sent her a text after school telling her
"Blair, even though this relationship is completely unethical and could get me fired in seconds, I can't imagine a day without you. I'm falling for you Blair and I don't ever want to stop, will you please do me the honor of being my girlfriend?" She said softly, her voice cracking in a few places as I looked into her emerald eyesHoly shit. Alice actually asked me to be her girlfriend. Oh my god it's actually happening, she actually asked. Fuck, Blair, get it together and answer the poor woman."I would love to be your girlfriend Alice." I smiled probably looking like a love sick idiot as I gazed over at herShe let out a breath and smiled brightly "God that was stressful."I laughed softly and leaned over the table kissing her softly "It was perfect.""You're perfect." She blushed as Bonnie came towards usShe had a smirk on her lips that made me believe she had known this was happ
Blair had helped pick up everything and safely put what we didn't need in my car. The stars had come out and were shining brightly above us as we walked towards the tent. She looked so beautiful right now, eyes looking up to the sky twinkling like the stars."You're so beautiful." I don't know how I lived without this girl for so longShe smiled over at me before bending down to unzip the tent "You remind me quite often but in reality you're the beautiful one.""I'll never stop reminding you." I grinned as we climbed into the red and gray tentI zipped it behind us before falling back into the pile of blankets and pillowsShe climbed on top of me and smirked deviously down at me "So am I finally allowed to have sex with my girlfriend?""Trust me you don't have to ask." I pulled her in and felt her smile against my lipsOur clothes were removed as quickly as she kiss
"Would you like to fuck me Ms. Winters?" I smirked causing her eyes to go even darker with lustShe grinned and took a step closer to me placing her hand on my waist that was exposed due to the short white crop top I had picked out. It was a polo shirt I had modified so it could both be a crop top and hold the necktie I had bought a few days ago."You look so sexy right now Blair, the only thing I can think about is fucking you." She breathed out huskily while still looking down at my bodyI grinned pulling her face up so she met my gaze "My eyes are up here Alice, someone has a kink for school girls.""Only one." She smirked before pulling me in and kissing me hardShe pulled me towards the bedroom and pushed me onto the bed looking down at me with a seductive expression that had my heart racing."Let me see the strap." She grinned taking it from meI watched as sh
We had settled into a circle in the living room for a game of truth or dare at some point during the night and played a few rounds. Alice seemed to be having a lot of fun and I was just enjoying the time with her in my intoxicated state. We had taken way too many Jell-O shots, smoked a shit ton of weed, and luckily hadn't seen anyone from school that we recognized."Hey baby." Alice giggled as she came out of the bathroomI grinned at her "Hey to you too."She was beyond trashed, she was more fucked up than I was when I jumped in the pool. She looked adorable though in her costume and all I'd been able to think about for the past few hours was getting her home and in bed. There was a decent chance we were both too fucked up to actually do anything but who knows how we'll feel by the time we get home."I wanna go find that skinny boy." She whined as she started pulling me towards the stairs to go back down to the par
~20 Days Later~Everything with Blair had been perfect until I brought up shit from college. She really thought I never went through a wild phase but truth be told I did in my own way. I wasn't hooking up with random people but anything else to not stress I was down for. My parents were over bearing assholes my entire life and were pissed when I finally told them I was going to be a teacher. They had wanted me to be a lawyer, would've probably settled for anything in the medical field, but not teaching. I hated college when I tried those programs and felt so helpless as my life was just decided for me. My brother had also gone to college according to my parents demands and then ended up stabbing someone with a pencil over a group project. It was all over the news, The Winter's Killer: Stabbed Classmate and Family Friend with Pencil. He later revealed to me that he had also been taking some pills to help him focus but personally I didn't think that helped his case, t
I had never understood why it was called heartbreak until now, it felt as though my heart had shattered into a million pieces. It took less than one minute and only two words for everything to go from everyday feeling like a dream to every second feeling like a nightmare. I felt a tear hit my hand and until now I hadn't even realized I was crying. I looked up spotting Blair's car parked in front of mine and took a deep breath. I was in no state to drive even after trying to calm down in the school parking lot for almost an hour. Every minute felt like an eternity and against my better judgement I had driven here without a second thought once the world wasn't spinning around me. I slowly stepped out and closed my door hearing loud music coming from inside her apartment. I carefully made my way up to her door and took a deep breath before knocking loud enough for the neighbors to hear.The door swung open revealing a rather intoxicated Blair with a half dressed brunet
~2 Weeks Later~I took a swig from my third Mikes hard of the day as I typed the last few sentences of my newest book. I had always focused on children's books as well as illustrating but over the past year I finally decided to write an adult novel. The book itself was fiction and was about a young lesbian woman whose about eighteen. She ends up dying and sees what happens after death, a whole new life. It's a concept I had worked hard on and planned to eventually turn it into a series. As I finished the book as well as my drink all I could think about was telling Alice. Realizing that wasn't really an option at the moment I sighed and sent the document over to my editor before shutting down the computer. My vision was blurred slightly and I could feel my hands shaking even at the thought of her, at the thought of the woman I had fallen for. I shook my head clearing the memories from my mind and got an idea. I quickly looked in my closet for copies of my old books a
~Five Days Ago~I heard my phone buzzing beside me on the couch causing me to wake up from the short lived nap I had taken. I had hardly slept in the past month and it was really starting to catch up to me. I looked down at the caller ID and my heart stopped, it was my mother. She had never called unless it was important since I moved away which had my nerves on end from the moment I saw my phone light up.I shakily answered and put it to my ear "Hello?""Hello," her familiarly haunting voice rang through the speaker "I've got some bad news.""What happened?" I questioned hoping she'd get right to the point"Your brother, he escaped." She breathed out~Present~"So how have you been?" She whispered in my ear as we laid cuddled up on the couchI sighed "I've had a lot going on.""Want to talk about it?" She asked looking over at me w