AMBER POVThose words...I am stopped by her words, I know what we did is wrong but, it is precious for me...She is now putting back her clothes like nothing happen, I dont want to put a conclusion to this but why does I feel I was the only who treat this thing special?I so miss her, her touch, her skin, her lips...but the feeling I am expecting from her is not what I want, I didnt just make her feel better, I didnt, I make love, I did it for love..."Why? You became silent...dont worry, I am okay now, and this, people and friends do this right?"I am really felt shock to what I am hearing from her, how can she think of this!Even I want to shout and get mad at her I cant seem to do it, damn!"Friends do it? Fine! Then lets do it more often! Make me feel better if I need you then!"I said and now she is the one who get silenced after I speak."You know this is wrong...what do you want me to think about this?""I dont know Esth, but if you will ask me, I didnt just make you feel bet
ESTHER POVWhen Vannie appears at my door and wanting to talk to me, I know it is serious and important.Amber left us alone so we can talk."What is it?""Hmm, they replaced you with me, I am sorry""The Hokins case""Yes, Mr. Hokins found out the issue about you before, the Millars family is so influential, you know how much I cared for you Esth, this kind of life is ruining you, I dont mean bad you being a lesbian and having a relationship with same sex but this is breaking your career!""I already broke up with Amber eight months ago, and I have a boyfriend now! What else they want me to do?""Amber is still here, you are so close with her, why dont you focus on your boyfriend, bring him here, choose him, let the people see you arent the same anymore"I am silenced with all the words that Vannie is giving me, I feel like my head is going to explode anytime!I know she just cared for me but...I cant take those words anymore!"Please Vannie, Please just stop, I know what I supposed
AMBER POVHappines is what I am feeling right now, it feels perfect having Esther with me again,We both get up early and go to work, I know it is too early for her so when I got to the kitchen, I quickly made a beef porridge for breakfast to be serve and bring some for Esther,When I got there commotion is what you can hear at the lobby so I take a sneak, My eyes were widened seeing Ms. Amanda dragged away by those men which they seem to be police, Esther on the otherhand suddenly let go of the guards, so I take the chance of walking towards her.She has a lot going on since yesterday, this is too much for morning greetings, Thank goodness I make her smile by the porridge I brought her but when we are about to go to her office, we were stop hearing that voice...its Caleb,Esther face him, and I guess it is really the time they need to fix thing, Even I want to just pull away Esth from him I have no power to do that so I smiled at her when she look at me, I am gripping my hand tr
ESTHER POVI dont know what kind of act should I express in the middle of Amber and Caleb, but my eyes were shock seeing Amber walk away, The emotion in me is arising seeing her leavin...I didnt know that my feet is now creating a step to follow her but suddenly Caleb hold my hand that stop me...I look at him and reality hits me...damn...what the fuck am I doing now! The silent I am right now makes my mind shouts and cries for no reason...I dont know what should I feel now!"Here, I am sorry for acting shit last night.."I slowly just accept the flowers, I didnt seem to form any words for him, "Can you please wait here, I just need a washroom"I run towards the washroom near by, as I enter the cubicle, I try to calm myself, I am start shaking for no reason, I always felt this when I am being stuck in a situation that I dont like.I start breathing fast thinking of Amber walking away again from me...now my tears is formed in the corner of my eyes..."Oh Esther, calm yourself...thin
AMBER POVAs I open my eyes and try to find the woman beside me but I didnt see any, Esther did it again, I try to call her but she is not answering it, I dont know what is going on but I dont feel good about it, I quickly prepare and head to the hospital, I cant just go to her office since I have lots of things to do, The days passed and I keep calling her but still she is not answering my call until I saw her with Caleb, I guess I dont have the chance today to talk to her, maybe I can do that tomorrow, I let the day passed on and take my chance tomorrow, I keep messaging her but she is not answering,I woke up early as I could just to get a right time to corner Esther, at least a little explanation why she suddenly avoid me, I dont know what did I do, what I did wrong!At exact 7am I am already at the hospital and waiting for Esther until she arrives with Caleb, they both enter her office seems to eat their breakfast, I stay and keep waiting, I cannot let go of this chance to
ESTHER POVMy eyes were stucked seeing Monica and Amber together, I know I should be okay and this is actualy what I want to happen.Amber should be happy with someone else, she deserved someone who can love her and not a coward like me.I head my way back to my office, silenced surrounds me, I feel like my whole world is crashing down on me, I should be happy that she will be in safe hands of Monica, But...within me, I am feeling weak that I dont know why...I just get all my reports and charts that I need to check and start focusing myself on that, I can see here that Mrs. Albert is not yet waking up, so I head my way to her room and check on her."How is she now?""She is not waking up doc, is there something wrong with her?"I start checking her vitals and her heart rate and everything seems to be normal even her wound, I am not sure what is going on so I dial Mark's number and ask him to go here to check Agie's cognitive state,Minutes pass and he came, he quickly check on Agi
Continuation..."You are right; I hate you, but I can't hate you every day; we both have enough reason why we end up like this; I hate when you suddenly avoid me and stop talking to me; still, I am here on my position which my heart is still trying to understand you, you see even we want to do things because it may or might hurt us, but we can't bring ourself into, even you want to be at the hospital and save him you won't be because things happen no matter how we stop making it happen."Amber said that made me stare at her, and I didn't know should I respond to her.I stay quiet and remain myself staring at the ceiling, "There are still a lot of people who need your help, and you can't just stop right now; David is brave and fight for what he thinks is right, and abandoning your work is not appropriate, he won't want that, Esth."I know what she is trying to say, and I am thankful for how much she tries to comfort me.I didn't say any words after that and remained silent until I fel
Continuation ...When Amber came out I almost fainted because of what she said, I hope three days is enough to think,I was hurt by the way she looked at me, she was full of hope while I was unsure of things,If only I could run away from everyone now with Amber but I can't,I fell down on the bed and just rested for a while, I didn't realize that I had fallen asleep.I woke up to a loud knock, looking at the time it was time to have dinner,As I open the door, it is Caleb,"I'm sorry did I wake you up? I'm worried you might be hungry, lets have dinner"When he invited me and I accepted his invites, so I just put on a cloak and head out with him,There is a restaurant near our hotel and I guess it is also part of this resort,When we entered, I immediately saw their group already sitting and Amber with Monica both looking at us.Caleb ordered for me and I didnt notice what he ordered when Amber stopped Caleb from giving me the plate with food,"What is wrong with you?"Caleb asked cu