Sixty nine

CHAPTER 69

GLENN

Having him so close to me at this moment sent nerves racing deep in my soul. I could feel my heart beating heavily filling me up with ecstasy.

Each moment, felt like something I wanted till eternity—

The slight touches, the glances, the smiles… I could feel every bit of it like a shadow hovering over my own soul.

We pushed the door open and stepped into my four wall room.

"This is where I stay." I muttered.

He stared around the room for a minute, from the fading walls, to the stained wallpapers just across the room.

"Not bad." He muttered before stepping into the room.

I Stepped past him as fast as I could, picking up a dress that had fallen on the ground and hiding it behind my back.

He left me with no sane mind, as I kept reflecting on how impossible it was to have him standing right before me in flesh.

The more I thought about it, the more impossible the entire situation seemed . It looked to me like I was in a sort of dream, but it was so surreal.

He was right there, so close that all I had to do was merely reach out to him and feel.

"Give me a few minutes, I need to go—" I couldn't bring myself to say the rest of the words as I soon disappeared through the bedroom door.

When I returned to where he was, he had in his hand a book, his thumb came up to run across his jaw as he stood flipping through the pages. I stood there at the doorway admiring him, adoring the moment.

I had to tell myself he was the most beautiful human I had ever seen, both physically down to his soul.

"You read erotical's?" I asked, catching him unaware.

He was startled and dropped the book in the process as he turned to look in my direction. I couldn't help but be drawn into the core of his eyes wondering how many women he had slayed by just looking in their eyes.

"Didn't know you were there, when did you get back?" He asked.

I took it as him refusing to answer the question and walked toward him gingerly..

The spark, the chemistry before us two… fuck!

My mind was filled with diverse thoughts as he took a small step forward and covered the space between us.

Like a magnetic field of differ poles, I took one toward him—

He dropped his hand to his side, as he did I could feel myself swallowing a lump of whatever emotions I had in my throat.

"This is a nice book." By the time I reached him he had picked up the fallen book and was going through the pages again.

I could feel the heat coming from us two, I could feel the slickness that was dripping down my two thighs that was so in need of his warmth and touch.

"Yeah, just for it from the library." I played with the front of the book with my fingers by tracing them over the front page wishing it was his chest.

The next minute our hands touched, I could feel a force jolt through me. He was fire and I was perhaps ice.

Still we formed a coexistence beyond our elements as I wanted him the way he had never wanted anyone.

When I looked into life in his eyes after the moment had passed, I could still see that

distinct feeling that was there in an aftermath of the stronger feeling that already was

“Thought you are the type that would go for paranormal or scifi ". I muttered hoping that it would bring some calm to the already charged up atmosphere.

"You must really think I am kind of a boring asshole. "

" No way, why would I think that of you." I asked, pointing to my chest.

" I don't know, I just think that is how you see me."

I couldn't help thinking —Was he just trying to get into my head, what was he fucking doing looking at me that way— As the thought race through my mind

I didn't know what came over me, but I suddenly felt like leaning in for a kiss.

I just wanted to take it into my and feel it for the first time between the cleft of mine

—maybe because he was standing so close, so closer than any other male figure in my life. "

Whatever reason it was for this burst of emotions I thought it was best we kept it at check, it was the only way any of us could stay sane and not do what we'd regret.

He was expecting a child with another woman anyways.

There is no way, I would stoop so low and look cheap, I was battling within myself , for some inexplicable reason I didn't know I felt stopping this now would be perfect for both of us—

"Glad I got my memory."

Yeah, glad for that too… I thought to myself.

“Well, all of this is just happening too fast, what else do you remember? " I asked.

" You, the car— " He paused for a minute and shut his eyes. " Martha. "

The moment he called her name, I felt this sharp pain in my chest.

"I am sorry, maybe I shouldn't have called her name."

" What gentle man apologizes for calling the name of his lover. "

“Sounds like someone is acting all jealous again." He drew.

"I am not jealous. " I said stubbornly.

" And she is not my lover, I can't even explain her pregnancy."

" Well, I don't know. " I turned and looked at my toes as an odd thumping began in my chest.

He took a step forward, and this time I felt his hand on my chin.

"Why did you run Glenn, you should have given me a chance at explaining."

"I don't know, I was… I was. " My voice trembled and slowly I could feel the rest of my body emit that same energy.

"You talk too much." He leaned in as if to kiss me as I felt time stand … Still

Bu-bum

My heart ricocheted.