Jessy showed me to my room and I dropped my suitcase entering the adjoining bathroom as I was exhausted. Both physically and morally.I just felt grateful that I got to meet Jessy even though the circumstances weren't appropriate. Granted, but afterward, he caught up and tried to help me as best he could, even if in the end, it was useless.I'm not saying it's his fault either, it's obviously because of this resentful old madman, prisoner of the past who didn't want to listen to me.I sighed, glad Jessy still came to help me, I'll still be on the street if not caught in a trap again with another trafficker who I'm sure wouldn't have been as wonderful as Jessy.** Come back down to earth. You must not get carried away by this man and give yourself to him or I assure you that your Alpha will kill you both. If there's one thing alphas can't stand, it's being humiliated by their destined partner**I sighed before thinking back to my parents."Do you think that's why that Alpha took such v
Two days had passed and I was on the eve of D-Day. The stage fright that had invaded my heart was such that I could not put anything in my mouth and my sleep was also altered.** If we consider that eating half as much as usual when we eat like 4 is a problem or sleeping 8 hours a day compared to the normal 10 hours demonstrates a state of nervousness **A vein appeared on my forehead as I held myself back from exploding in front of several people.Indeed, while the tavern was much more crowded than usual, I had decided to help a little with the service and Tom had gladly accepted.Jessy wasn't there, in fact since this morning I haven't seen him and I wonder where he went again. Could he be looking for someone else? I frowned as I wondered if I had gone crazy for condoning this.Down with the excuse that I have no choice because they're the only people who can help me in this town, but damn what they're doing is illegal.No, it's downright criminal so as a citizen of honorable charac
I put my hand over my mouth stifling a gasp, Tom must be crazy to look so impetuous. I'm not from the area, but even I could see that the Soul Moons are not to be taken lightly and talk to them about it as if nothing had happened. What should I do? I don't want to cause them trouble, it would kill me to be the cause of their downfall so what should I do? They host me for free, feed me, and are even ready to help me with my transition to adulthood so in the name of what should I put them in danger? But how am I even going to do without them? I've never been so dependent on someone and it's an unpleasant feeling. I feel trapped in my world unable to get rid of these bonds when I have always lived free. It's a suffocating feeling. I looked down as Jessy thought the same thing as me almost yelling at Tom. " But you want to laugh? I'm talking about a pack under the orders of Soul Moon, the Dark Shadows, you know are sneaky and vicious, they won't hesitate to put their threats in
Jessy looked me straight in the eye and the proximity between our two faces created a rather strange atmosphere between us. My face warmed up and I could see that Jessy also had flushed cheeks. My heart raced as I could see Jessy approaching me.Damn, my inner wolf keeps howling at me but I don't know what's going on I'm inevitably drawn to this gorgeous boy in front of me. I closed my eyes, well I'm not doing anything wrong, kissing a guy I like was never a sin. I lifted my face before feeling my head jerk and a man's voice calling my name.It was the same voice as the day before and I seem to have heard it before but I don't know where.This voice hurts me so much in the face of the lament but it is also so reassuring that I want to fall asleep and listen to it indefinitely. What is this feeling?** It's our Alpha, it's his voice. Please don't hurt him by kissing someone other than him**I opened my eyes as I felt Jessy's warm breath on my lips and shifted moving away from him."
I was sitting on my bed in my room all shaking. I could hear Tom and Elsa making preparations downstairs as the tavern was closed for the occasion. Elsa had also said that another person would join us as essential to the process. I just nodded submissively, I don't know much about these things and I won't be of any use in the preparations so I wait quietly in my room.I think back to the events of the morning and I feel very sorry for Jessy. I don't know what it means to be omega or alpha but I have the impression that it must weigh on him and that he feels complex. This complex must hurt him but it's also a fatality because he can't get rid of it, unfortunately. If you are the omega you are for life, it is impossible to change this fact, it's not like nowadays where you can change sex, no you don't change your lycan nature.But that doesn't mean I liked Elsa's way of treating poor Jessy, I don't know what could have happened between them to make Jessy hate her so much, but that didn'
The moment had finally arrived when my inner wolf was still so calm. I wondered if he too apprehended like me at this moment which would explain his silence but at some point it became heavy." Hey you, answer me when I talk to you. Why are you ignoring me? What are you blaming me for and so you decided to piss me off? How old are you? Stop childishness."I sat down sadly lowering my head."It's not funny anymore, I need you, we are a team, I miss you."But no matter how much I begged, he remained silent, so I realized that I had upset him. I heard the door open letting Elsa in as she was still smiling at me." He will never answer you again, you know. He is going through the process on his own. His consciousness and yours are uniting and soon you will be able to develop your lycanthropic instincts without having to talk to him because your body will act on its own. In the same way, you will also be able to understand more easily certain details which escaped you until then and become
As all my senses seemed heightened. Every sound seemed exacerbated, the smells were intense, I felt everything I touched with more ardor and I felt transported in a flow of sensations that were both pleasant and striking. It was so good.It was a pleasure that invaded my body and gave me total freedom. I want to be like this all my life, I want to run and frolic like this for the rest of my life. I saw a small hill in the distance and my mind immediately raced to stand there and shout at the moon that I had never found so beautiful. I ran towards that hill and soon at the top I was screaming. What was that feeling when I was just screaming endlessly? I screamed like this before hearing an echo of my scream.Was it me or was that scream some form of response? Yes indeed.I started screaming again and the echo came back to me, so we screamed for long minutes before feeling that he wanted to see me. My heart was pounding as I leaped from the top of the hill falling into a cliff with the
I heard birds chirping and felt like my head was going to explode. The last time I had this awkward, drunken night out feeling was a few months ago when Chad had his parents' house all to himself for an entire weekend.He had organized a big party and the booze was flowing, for minors of course it was illegal but in our small town when Chad's father was an imminent member of the community, it was obvious that the sheriff was going to shut down eyes at the cost of a few cans. Luckily too there had been no accidents after the party, except perhaps for Chad who had to receive some punishment from his father because one of his guests had broken his precious vase. You could say Chad didn't commit the perfect crime. I remember Mom almost going crazy when I came home with a hangover that wouldn't let me go out for a month. My dear mother, at that time I did not understand you but now that I miss you so much, I regret your punishments and your sermons.I felt my head spin as if a building si