Trauma

Leaning my head against the window, I listen to the soft taps of the rain against the car's glass window.

I thought I was never going to forgive Andrei for what he did, I thought I was also never going to talk to him ever again. But look at me here, having a conversation with him and it seems I had forgiven him too. Not that he did anything that needed much forgiveness or everything was his fault. I was just playing the blame game with him instead of taking responsibility for all my actions.

I was the one that lied to Nico, not Andrei. I just couldn't handle the fact that I messed up and….

"It was also my fault. Stop trying to put all the blame on yourself" Andrei tells me cutting my train of thoughts. I turn to look at him but he wasn't even looking at me but keeps his eyes on the road.

"It really isn't just your fault. I mean yes, you messed up with the lies. Domenico doesn't like people lying to him and that was a dumb move you made there. But it was also my fault if you think abo