POPPY:Do I really have to do this? Do I have to talk to Nolan and pretend that everything was well between us despite our past? Will I just pretend that once he wanted me to kill our daughter for his selfish reasons?I did not want to pretend that I liked him because until now, I was still mad at him! I would forever bring my hatred to my grave!A burning feeling in my chest continued to scatter.A low growl escaped from Joe’s throat. "Kid. Is this man bothering you again?" Joey asked, his voice coated with concern and anger. His face was still red. His knuckles turned white as he clenched his fist. Like him, I also wanted to hurt this man. Badly. Beat him to a pulp to appease my anger so that everything will be fine. So that I won't be anymore carrying this heavy burden in my heart.Do you want to hurt your ex-husband in front of your daughter? What would Kelly think of you? That her mother physically abused her father? That’s not something to be proud of as a mother, Poppy.The
POPPY:Nolan was caught off guard by my question. Or did he think that I would never ask him again about it since we were already divorced? Yeah. Five years had passed since we divorced, but the wound was still fresh.Seeing him was quite painful. “Did I cheat?" He glanced at the ceiling and stared back at me. "What do you think?”The audacity of this man. Meeting his gaze, I answered, “You did cheat. That’s what I told my mind over again. After the wedding, you went cold. You are no longer sweet like what you used to be."Stop it! You're only hurting yourself! Why keep on bringing up the past? Let it go, Poppy. I can't…It was not that easy to let go of the pain. How many times had I questioned myself about what went wrong? After giving birth, I was always crying together with my baby. If not for Christy on my side, I would already be depressed by now. "Was my assumption correct?”His hands fell to the side. “Do you want the true answer?”I snorted at his ridiculous question. “O
POPPY:"Bastian…he is Nolan," I informed, dropping off any honorifics. It may have reached him that I wanted him to play along so he just did not say anything to correct my earlier statement. "Nolan is my ex-husband...you've met before. Right?"It took longer before I got a reply from Sebastian. "His face is familiar."I was expecting he would correct my lies, but he did not. I secretly sighed in relief. Glad he continued playing along or I would be busted. Using my index finger, I rubbed my nose. "Yes. You two met before, Bastian.""Mr. Holding," Nolan started as he held his hand as he waited for Sebastian to accept his hand for a handshake. "It's...nice to meet you. I heard so much from you."Sebastian Holding stared at Nolan's awaiting hand, with no plans of shaking it, and returned his gaze to me. Humiliated, Nolan's cheeks tinted with red, and dropped his hands to the side. "I came to visit, Mr. Holding," Nolan informed. "I already saw and talked to my daughter."It disgust
POPPY:Marry me...The words had been ringing in my mind for quite some time and until now, I could not fathom why he asked me. No. He ordered me to marry him as if marrying someone was a simple thing to do. "Marry you?" I inquired, my brows forming a straight line. I think I heard something wrong because that's the only explanation I have as of now as to why Sebastian Holding wanted to ask my hand in marriage. The only one he wanted was to marry Olivia Green for his ambition. Or maybe a little bit of love. But marrying me? That was a bit unexpected and questionable. Why would he fucking want to marry me? I was completely useless to him. But if he wants someone to cook him a delicious meal, then that would be my purpose. But marriage? Wait. Was this the end of the world?"Could you ask it again, Mr. Holding? I think I heard wrong."There was no hint of a smile on his face as I continued watching him. He was serious about that?My head started to spin. I think I needed to drink wa
POPPY:I wonder what had happened when Sebastian Holding went to Olivia's house. It seemed like the tide had been switched. His desire to marry Olivia Green was like a fire being extinguished. "Mr. Holding.""What?""You seemed so sure of not hurting Olivia Green by offering me this marriage, Mr. Holding."Sebastian's eyes narrowed. "You seemed too concerned about her even if you two are not related at all."I shrugged my shoulders. I just…could not understand how he changed his mind that easily…except if one of them both cheated. Was it Sebastian? There was no way Olivia Green cheated. She loved Mr. Holding more than her life. Or maybe Sebastian Holding liked men? The thought of him loving a man was unsettling. Some part of me did not want to accept. "I'm a fan, Sebastian. A fan always wanted her favorite to always be happy. Olivia Green is one of my favorite actresses. Been dying to get a hold of her autograph.""They're only people," he muttered flatly. My eyes turned into sl
POPPY:Suddenly, Mr. Holding's laughter filled the four walls. It was a hearty laugh as if he was indeed amazed at my previous statement.My brows formed in a straight line as I continued listening to his laughter. But in all fairness, his laughter was like a lullaby in my ears. Sebastian Holding was the type of man who thought that the world was against him and that even smiling was a waste of his time. I sighed internally.If he only laughed like this, then I would be falling for him…Wait what? What kind of thoughts were that? Why would I fall for him because he laughed? It’s not like this was the first time I've seen a man laugh. Ridiculous. Being always with him made me think of silly thoughts.“F-Falling for you?” he asked, again and snorted. What's so bad about saying he must not fall for me? He always said not to fall for him so why did it sound funny when it came to him?I felt slightly offended at his reaction.Lips pressed in a thin line, I asked, "What's funny, Sebastia
POPPY:My mouth tingled, still feeling the feel of Sebastian's mouth against mine. My heart raced uncontrollably as if it was being chased by a tiger. As if taunting me, his eyes lingered on my lips, and smirked. "You liked it," he said and grazed his fingertips along my jawline. A shiver ran down my spine.I don't like to be touched! Why did my body move on their own? This was embarrassing! He might think I liked it. "I-I did not!" I denied it like crazy, stepping back away from him. "In your dreams! Your kiss felt like I was kissing a slimy and wriggling toad!"I never bothered to hide Sebastian how repulsed I was when he kissed me. But the man shrugged it off. Unbothered. "A toad? I looked better than that, Poppy. You exaggerated a lot."I folded my arms in front of my chest. "You are, Sebastian!" I pointed my fingers at him. "Don't you dare do it again, Sebastian. Unless it is necessary!" I demanded. "I don't want anyone to kiss me. Much even from you!""You did ask for proof.
POPPY:I was holding my breath for quite some time, and I did not realize I was doing it as I waited for Kelly's reaction. What if she wanted Mr. Holding at first and then not like him again? Damn. That could create a problem. "Love?" Sebastian and I shared a look. The more Kelly stared at us, the more I became nervous. She blinked a couple of times while her brows furrowed in confusion. "Why are you two getting married, Mommy? Are you pregnant?"I was frozen for a moment. Pregnant? Why would I be pregnant? I wasn't touched by a man. “Am I going to have a baby sister or a baby brother now?” she continued. I chuckled nervously and exhaled a sigh of relief. At least she did not say she was against me marrying Sebastian Holding. Although thinking I was pregnant was not something I also liked. "Love. Being pregnant is not the only reason why people get married." I shifted my gaze at Sebastian and cleared my throat. "Sometimes...all it takes will be two people falling for each ot