Chapter 179

"I was sure that our own misery was the cruelest during those times. With that, I didn't want to distress you anymore.

My new sketch had caused you extreme agitation and that did not only torment you because seeing you in deep agony was also tormenting me, like a cruel punishment.

I never wanted to witness you in your agitated state anymore, so I made a promise to myself that I would no longer cause you agonizing pain. But sadly, I kept breaking my promise that I always ended up hurting you.

On the night of Gail's 19th birthday, I caused you another painful torment.

At first, I was the one who was in deep pain, heartlessly caused by Gail and unexpectedly, by you. You broke my heart when you told me to leave because I thought you believed that I had stolen Gail's gold necklace.

Even though my teary eyes had already been giving in, I kept telling myself that I should fight back my tears because I never wanted Gail to see