Gwen In another situation or another world, I would probably fear his buttons in the car and make stronger love to them after such an authoritative appearance in front of the old path pack. that shit turned me on.I don't know how long I can keep looking at him with just the eyes of a boss and not a lover. I don't think I can cope here. I took the longest stares while we were in the car... I could touch myself but I was just thinking about him. Whereas an attraction like this has been all my life. The sexual tension I feel by just looking at him could heat a whole room.I don't think I can deny it anymore, I am fucking attracted to this guy.I beat my lower lips just imagining all these dirty thoughts but I don't feel guilty.After we got back to the Manor, I did not want to let go of the thoughts in my head. I escorted him to the room and asked if he needed any help in taking off his clothes.Sure, he said.I can't believe I am dressing them up and also taking off his clothes at the
Alpha NoahThe next morning, I woke up to the thought of her. I had a wet dream about her last night and I enjoyed it.Mehn I can't. That's the best I'd get. I can't believe I almost went to her room last night. I'm glad I took care of it myself. imagine I had gone to her room, would she ever accept me? Have I been good enough for her to make me worthy of her? Does she even feel the same way? No, no no. That's enough. It would never happen. I will never allow it. The thought of Tulip brings me back to reality. I just lay on the bed thinking of how to process my feelings now. Good thing I'm blind though, she wouldn't be able to read me by looking at my eyes. That's how I read people.I can smell her. I think she's coming towards my room. I don't want to get up from bed She knocks."Yes," I say.She opens and comes in."Good morning," she said with a cheerful tone.Good morning Gwen."You're still in bed? I thought you were going out later." She askedWell, I don't feel like it. I say
Gwen.I open my eyes and I see him lying next to me.This is a dream, no way I just had sex with Noah! Alpha Noah!I pinch myself to make sure I wake up from this nice dream and not get too carried away.But it's real. It's fuckin real.We just had the nastiest sex ever?What do I do now? Do I get up and run away? How do I sneak out without him noticing?After we fucked, we both fell asleep in each other's arms like babies. Two hours of sleep for me but he is still sound asleep.Look at how beautiful he is!I want to kiss him now. I want him to turn me around and insert his dick in me and rock me while I kiss him from behind.But first I need to leave this place.I slowly tip-toed and picked up my things. It's a huge house so I need to put on my clothes or someone might catch me sneaking out. I put on my gown quietly, then picked up some of the messing things we left on the ground and sneaked out without him noticing.I did not believe that would work out I go to my room and take a lo
I don't want to hear it. But I had no choice. Better it comes now than when I've fallen further.He said on the chair opposite me and asked me to sit.I needed to pick myself up. I'd rather ridicule myself than let him ridicule me." I know what this is, sir, I understand. Last night meant nothing and it will never happen again? yea sure! things will get back to normal." he was quiet. yea, stay quiet."Do you need anything else sir?" I asked him."Gwen, I'm sorry..."I cut him off before his dumb apology." You have nothing to be sorry for, You're my boss, I think I took advantage of you and I'm sorry," I say and walk away.I am weak to the knees. My chest hurts and my wolf is broken. I almost fell to the ground and cried my chest out while walking away but I couldn't let him see me in that manner I ran to my room and locked myself in. It hurts.I know I expected the worst but deep down in my heart I still hoped it wasn't true. I dug my head in my pillow and cried my eyes out till I f
GwenI hate Lyla but I'm trying my best to tolerate her fuck? She's rude and stupid but I can't complain because I don't want to get in a casual mode with Noah again. She's been here for less than forty-eight and I am sinking already.She talks so loudly and finds every single opportunity to touch Noah. I think she has a crush on him.Did he bring her word here to make me jealous? Is that what he is trying to achieve? I'd never understand.I hate both of them so much. Alpha NoahI don't think it's working. I mean I had a break for a whole day but the moment I smell her or hear their voice, my Thyla feels like it wants to jump out of me to hump her wolf. I thought having Lyla around would make me forget my attraction for her but it is way more than an attraction. No, it can't be.I can't have feelings for anyone else. I have only one mate and that's Tulip.Tulip is dead, and so are my feelings or a chance of having a mate. I hate that all I think about is her. I decided to go take a
Alpha NoahOh, Gwen!It's like you bewitched me with blind love.I just sat there like a fool after she left me. I could never be this vulnerable with anyone else.Someone knocked on my door a few minutes after Gwen left.Urgh, it's Lyla.Come on in. I say."What happened here," she asked looking at the untidy floor and the bathroom door that was ajar with water on the floor. "Nothing serious, I just slipped in the bathroom," I say"Oh dear really. Are you alright?" She held my hands "Yes I am, Gwen took care of it, I'll call Grace to clear the floor, " I say"Oh, you should have called me. I'm here now and I'll assist you in any way you need me to. She said, still holding my hands and placing it on her bare thigh. I wonder how short her clothes are." Don't worry yourself, I already hired someone for that. " I slowly took my hand out of her grip and away from her thigh."Well, if she was doing a good job, you wouldn't have slipped." I could smell her getting too close to me. I coul
... Alpha NoahI shut my eyes for like ten minutes to wake up beside her sleeping peacefully beside me.I want to leave but I can't find my clothes.I trace around with my nose. All I smell is her.A blind person could never get away with a one-night stand because how would you get away when you can't even see?I finally feel something like my shirt. I put it on immediately. I managed to find my trousers too but I didn't find the belt or my boxers. Shit, I'll find it later. I carefully locate the door.A lot of noise, I wonder how she didn't even wake up.I must have knocked her down pretty well. I slowly close her door and locate my room. I was close to getting to my room when I stumbled upon Lyla. Shit."Noah?" She calls. Where have you been? I was searching for you. "Ahem, I took a walk outside, What's up?" Hey you wore your shirt wrong, What is wrong with that maid of yours? She doesn't do what she's paid to do.First, you slip from the shower, now you're going around wearin
Alpha Noah.To be honest I didn't get anything that was going on with Lyla. She just kept sniffing and cuddling me. I'm running impatient, I haven't seen or smelt Gwen for a whole day.I was thinking of an excuse to leave Lyla when Peter called me. I didn't care if it was urgent or not, I just told Lyla that it was important and left her in the house. I stayed at Peters discussing irrelevant shit that I didn't even bother going back home.The next day I went back home and did not feel a good feeling. I still can't smell Gwen. The manor is so quiet. I think she's gone. My heart shattered into a million pieces without even confirming it.Why did she leave me? What did I do?I went to her room to see if she left anything behind. She left nothing.She cleared it all!I go to the camera rooms immediately to watch the footage. What prompted her to leave me? I called one of the operators in the tech room to help me check the footage."I can see her going into your room, she is holding somet