Nero stopped by my room from his office the next day. He said he’s too tired to even walk to his room so he wanted to stop by my place.
I didn’t stop him from doing so. I was only busy drawing designs of the country club and I was almost done with the golf course. I’d only have to design the restaurant and pools next before presenting this to Mr. Bennett and to Nero.
“You smell so good.” Nero whispered as he sniffed my hair. He hugged me from behind as we watched the night beach from the balcony.
I bit my lip and held his hands resting on my stomach. I wanted us to stay like this. His arms wrapped around me make me feel secure. It makes me think no one could ever hurt me. He makes me worries go away every time he holds me close. It’s like nothing else ever mattered than the both us in the moment.
“I missed you today.” He whispered and it sent millions of shivers to my spine.
I smiled. “I’m
Laughter and jokes were the first things I noticed when Nero and I approached the group. Stan was busy doing a body gag making everyone hold on to their stomachs because of too much laughter. Stan stopped doing so when he noticed us approaching.“Oh! Here comes the couple!” He beamed making everyone look at us.Jules and Harvey waved at us while Heart smiled brightly. Lucy just looked at us like she was looking at something disgusting. I wouldn’t have minded if she maintained a straight face but she didn’t. She made it sure that I would see how disgusted she looked at me.Nero’s grip around my hand tightened as we neared the bonfire. I know that he’s aware I’m awkward with them—especially with Lucy. I just hoped his hold on me would help me so much now.“Hi, Kinsella!” Stan enthusiastically waved his hand at me.I waved back at him and smiled. I guess I only need to look at the people who
Nero didn’t text or call me. It’s been two days since that incident in the beach happened and I just stayed inside my room the whole time. Kino is starting to get frustrated at me. I know he would also want to talk to Nero about all this but I told him not to.Heart told me Lucy was fine. She also explained to me that Lucy was pregnant and was a critical case but she insisted on coming to the bonfire. I was so shocked when I knew she was pregnant—and critical, at that—and was so guilty when I realized that she had shouted at me. I shouldn’t have gone there. If I had known, I wouldn’t have talked back either.Everything I did that night flashed back to me and all I could do is hurl up in bed and cry. I know for myself that I am at fault too. But then I didn’t know. I didn’t know she was pregnant. When I asked about the father of the child, Heart just smiled sadly. I wanted to ask if it’s Nero. I wanted to know so bad
Nero“Mart.” I called my secretary.“Sir, you missed the meeting with the Sloanes. They already left.” He said with a stern voice. It's like he's mad at me or anything.“Left?” I asked and then looked at the calendar before everything dawned on me. “Motherfucker!” I cursed out loud outside the hospital where Lucy is staying.Kinsella and her cousin had already left Hermosa. Fuck my life.Damn it! This is all my fault. I should have told her everything that's happening. I should've told her what the deal is.Lucy had a threatened abortion. She almost lost her baby and because of that she got scared to death that she even asked me to find Jean, the father of her child. I couldn’t turn her down because she was there, in front of me, crying her heart out. I couldn't turn down a friend's plea. Not when she's this weak.But then I was too busy taking care of her request that I f
When my phone rang, I knew it was Daddy who’s calling me. I’ve left home because I wanted to be free. I wanted to explore. I wanted to travel an escape from all of the problems and heartaches. I believe that it’s my only choice. I don’t have any other options left. If I wanted to escape and avoid all the troubles, I should leave. And now, I’m here.The smell of the beach is so soothing. It gives off that different feeling from the city. It makes me think better. It gives me peace of mind.I walked towards the hotel entrance while my eyes roamed around the people playing on the sand. They’re playing beach volleyball. One woman got caught up with the sand and fell on her butt flat. I smiled as she got up with difficulty but with a smile on her face. It’s a good thing my aviators are on. No o
From: Kino SloaneSubject: WHERE ARE YOU COUSINHey, you’ve been out for the whole week. Where are you?I frowned when I read my cousin’s email. Kino is my only cousin who’s my age. The rest of my cousins are all younger than me for at least three years. Also, Kino is the person my dad trusts the most. He even let him hold one department in his company. My cousin is business minded like Dad. I wonder what’s so good about business.I like travelling in places more than staying in the office and drowning myself in projects and all.I put my phone on airplane mode and only used it as a music player when I was riding in the plane. Even in my room, I only used it for music and other applications. I don’t want my Dad to know where I am. He’d come get me in a blink if he knew where I was.I was the only daughter he had. My mother died giving birth to me, the reas
I tried my hardest to stay away from Nero for the next few days. Every morning, we would bump into each other while waiting for the elevator to come but we don’t share anything but a courteous nod. I would see him creasing his forehead after looking at me but I shrugged it off.Less than seven weeks and I’ll be gone. I don’t need to have any ties stronger than camaraderie and friendship with anyone else. I can’t let my feelings grow for one person. Not when I know that I will leave soon. I won’t stay here. This is temporary.Today, I decided to paint the whole view from my balcony. I’m glad I brought all of my painting materials and my canvas. I studies architecture in college because I thought it would help my dad’s company in the future. I could have just pursued fine arts.I wanted to do free art. Not the one with inhibitions.I looked out at all of the tourists having fun in playing volleyball. They are laughi
I couldn’t sleep at night. I spent my time watching boring YouTube videos to induce sleep but I couldn’t get to free my mind of all of these thoughts.Nero left the moment I finished my food. He did not show up right after.I didn’t answer his question. I couldn’t bring myself to. I denied that I was avoiding him. But then, can one admit that she’s avoiding one man because emotions are stirring up inside her? I don’t think so. I think I did the only choice I have.I opened my email and noticed that I had two emails from Kino.From: Kino SloaneSubject: WE ARE GOING CRAZYHey, Ella! Where are you? Tell me now that I’m asking you directly before I hire someone to find you and get you back h
Today I will jog early in the morning. I feel like I’ve been eating and slouching too much that my fats are about to show up anytime soon.I wore a mid-riff racerback and leggings. I tied my hair in a high ponytail as I faced myself in the mirror. My eyes went back to my body. I’m not curvy. I’m not slim either. I look average. There’s nothing I can flaunt to guys other than my legs. But why would I flaunt my legs anyway?I shook my head and decided to clear my mind for this. I needed to run to clear my mind.I tied my iPod Nano on my right upper arm and plugged my earphones on. I put on my Nikes and went out of the room.For my first week in this place, I’ve noticed people biking and jogging by the shoreline. I heard