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You see the shit they call Alcohol??

Fuck it!!!!

I just woke up on Amber's bed today and I wondered what exactly I'm doing here, and then every damn memory of last night flashed into my head and I fucken screamed.

Like holy fuck I told Amber that I use to have sex dreams of him, I fucken told him that, and I regret it...!!!!

I regret every damn thing that happened last night, what the fuck was I even saying?

Shit shit shit fuck fuck fuck shit fucken shit, fuckkkkkkkkkkk.

Oh My God all my standards and morals in the trashhhhhh.

How am I even supposed to even look him in the face 😭😭

Fuck you vodka!

I immediately jump out of bed just incase he comes in again, I am not ready to see him, I'll be so fucken embarrassed.

I'm so lucky I didn't even talk about my conversation with Tiffany yesterday.

Fuck me.

I tip toe to the door and opened it quietly, I poked my head out like a three year old and looked left to right about a thousand times before I ran into my room and shut the door behind