After talking with Jacey, I went to my room to see Saafia. She was having nightmares and I had to check up on her constantly to see if she was alright or not. Gathering my courage, I knew I had to be the one to be at her side whether I would like it or not and entered slowly. “Saafia?” I called her worriedly, hoping she’d be asleep but she wasn’t. The second I opened the door, she rushed to me hopelessly. “Dariel! Where were you?!” With a whisper-yell, she was before me, losing her breaths. Watery eyes narrowed with a strong urge to have me beside me. “I was downstairs. Uh, Jacey came.” I cleared my throat, moving to the side to point towards her. Jacey rushed inside and engulfed her in a hug. Her attachment towards me had begun to distress me. “Saafia. Forget what happened, I am so sorry to hear about your Father. How are you now?” Jacey said sweetly, holding her close. “You stay with her. I will get you something to eat.” I said expectantly, turning my head away. She
SAAFIA’S POV:-I had no when I started needing him and his presence next to me anymore. At first I thought it was due to grief, because I lost Papa, because of the guilt inside me.But, I was wrong.I started feeling these sensations for him long before and he had no idea that I was not miserable, in fact, I was truly yearning for his warmth next to me.‘How do you know you have become a reason why I am not depressed yet.’ I thought, laying on the bed with him.My eyes stared at his handsome form. On his back, one hand on his stomach and I was holding his arm with my both hands.Looking up as if my world had begun to create around him.‘Do you feel the same too?’I was about to get lost in admiring his compelling power but it was broken when he groaned and woke up gradually. “Hey,” I whispered, unwillingly, a hint of happiness came on my face. The thought that we shared a bed for the first time gave me flutterings. My heartbeats were going out of control to find him this close.“He
How could I desire him to caress me this badly? To hold me and tell me ‘it’s okay’. What was happening to me?Shifting back, I looked down at my laps, a hint of hesitation began to take over me. When he had supported me this much then he deserved to know why I was this agonized.“Hey, you okay? Is there something… you want to speak?”There were countless things I wanted to say but it was neither time nor the moment for it. In fact what could I possibly say when you are here already?“Uh..”I should tell him why I was feeling this way, that I was in a bad need of support. I never told Jared about it but I didn’t know why, my heart was convinced to share my regret with him.“You must be thinking when I was mentally prepared for Father's death then why I was so devastated, right?”“I was but I thought it wouldn’t be the right time to ask.” He agreed, plopping on his one elbow, placing his attention to me. “I told you the one with a heavy heart refuses to come back. See, he didn’t.” I ch
I was forgetting my pain and focusing entirely on him at this point.Thanks to him I was no longer razed. I had no idea what spell he cast on me but I had left my world behind and had begun to live in his.‘Is this the point my life was searching for?’Setting the bed, I was thinking about Dariel all day, waiting for him to return, to sit beside me, to talk with me, to smile with me, to be with me.The thought alone brought a timid smile to my face. As I was immersed in his thoughts, he came at midnight as he was busy going to work after two weeks.“Hey, welcome home.” Grinning, I greeted him happily, leaving all my work in the middle and rushing to him.He looked stressed, tie loose, coat resting on his arm and ruffled hair, making him look more handsome in this messy state.Or was it my perspective? I had no idea.He paused, knitting his eyebrows together in confusion.“You.. look awfully delighted to see me.” He trailed off, rolling his eyes and shaking his head from stress.“Becau
Smiling to myself, his thoughts were taking over my senses. His voice, his scent, everything about him was causing me to think entirely about him and forget everything else. I had no idea what was happening to me but I loved it and I let it happen. Humming to myself, a grin crept on my features instantly the second I saw him entering, making me exhilarated. Ah, how his presence had begun to take over me. “Hey. How was your day?” I grinned, leaving all my work and rushing to him. He once again, knitted his brows together, tilting his head in confusion and pulled away cautiously from me. “Isn’t your tone getting sweeter day by day? What’s the catch? Are you learning the art of manipulation?” He teased me, poking my forehead with his index finger to bring me out of his way. Touching my forehead shyly, I smiled sheepishly to myself, “Think whatever you want.” “May I know what are your plans? Do you want something? Go somewhere?” He asked nonchalantly, doing his night routine, no
DARIEL’S POV:-How could I tell you I forget everything when my name comes on your lips? How could I tell you that it’s not that I didn’t understand, I know, just not react? How could I tell you that I had all the answers yet I didn’t reply?How could I tell you ‘anything’, Saafia? Falling in a daze, I was blankly staring at my laptop’s screen with these questions roaming wildly. There were too many thoughts and so little replies.“How… hard simple questions can be?”It was Sunday, each second I was spending with her was driving me insane so to avoid her, I was in my studies, wearing my white buttoned shirt with two buttons opened, rolled sleeves and black pants. Sitting on the couch, I thought working would help me.It didn’t.Nothing was helping me for the past months in her matter. “Dariel.” A knock appeared on my door. Shutting my eyes, my jaw clenched and rubbed my temples as it was her melodious tone, calling me.“Hmm?” I responded coldly, not bothering to look up at her.H
I let my body take control. Placing my lips upon her, I pressed her harder against the wall and cupped her cheek with the hand I held her arm. She was too shocked to react as I passionately, slowly, moved my lips.‘So fucking perfect,’ I thought.I lifted her face, inclining her to my level so I could experience immaculate exploration, kissing her, pouring my heart, my everything in my action.I no longer knew what I was doing or why.And a smile reached my lips when she reciprocated the feelings. Pulling my shirt, she kissed me back, creating a rhythm. Moving my fingers across, I pulled her hair while biting her bottom lips, earning a moan which seduced me more than I imagined.“Do you-” Pulling away breathlessly, I placed a kiss down her neck, loving how she shivered when my lips greeted her delicate skin.“Want me to show you-” Growing wild by the temptation and heat evoking in my body, I growled in her ears, “-How desperately I want you?”Removing my shirt from my chest, she p
Fuck… What have I done? By all means, I had no intentions of taking things too far with her but apparently I had broken the boundaries I made for myself. What the hell was I thinking? I was so practical, always thinking before taking an action then how could I take an emotional step? “Argh…” Groaning, I opened my eyes. The memories from last night began to evoke in my mind slowly, my heart skipped a beat followed by a strange but strong sensation. “Good morning.” Ignoring her sweet greeting, I rubbed my temples in frustration and sat up slowly, realizing that I was only in my trousers and she was wearing my shirt. No doubt she looked delicately desirable but I had lost myself in urges once, I won’t make the same mistake again. “Hmm.” Looking in the other direction, I didn’t know how to react or what to say anymore. What should I tell her? That I became selfish by lust? “You okay?” Asking softly, she placed her hand over my bare shoulder. My heart thumped, lowering my g