GUSTO kong mang-inis pero hindi ko magawa. I am also guilty of whatever is on my mind.Can't sleep, Damon? Are you so bothered by me that you still need to let out some steam?Sarap sanang asarin pero ang confident ko naman, eh, iyon din ang iniisip ko. I am not actively horny or whatsoever. I just didn't want to pretend asleep when I can't. At ayaw ko ring mahalata niya na hindi ako nakatulog agad.I want to snore the moment I hit the sack. I want him to know that I am really asleep so he won't think I am bothered.Kaya heto at pareho kaming tahimik at medyo awkward habang nagji-gym. He's lifting while I'm running on the treadmill.Nililingon ko siya habang tumatakbo rito sa treadmill. Minsan napapansin kong sumusulyap siya sa gitna ng pagli-lift niya. The heck?!If I don't create a banter now, mauunahan niya ako!Think, Ysa.Binilisan ko ang pagjo-jogging sa treadmill, frustrated na dahil wala namang naiisip. Kinabahan ako at muntik nang nahulog sa pagtakbo nang nakitang lumapit siy
IT WAS PAST TWO when we went home. I was exhausted from all the walking. Madalas ko pa siyang hilahin para mapagod nga ako and it was successful.Nasa tabi kami ng pool pagkatapos mag swimming. Naka higa ako sa lounge samantalang abala siya sa pagbabasa. Hinihila ako ng antok. Lalo ba dahil hinihele ako ng hangin at magandang tugtog.Sa huli, umahon ako. Napabaling siya sa akin at masama akong tiningnan."What's with you?" he asked because of my sudden move.Hindi ako puwedeng antukin at matulog! Ire-reserve ko ang tulog ko mamayang gabi! Tingnan mo 'tong mokong na 'to at parang walang problema!"Ang sakit ng katawan ko, maybe I should request for a spa," I said trying to dodge his question.Umiling siya at bumaling na naman sa binabasa."Alright. We'll have our spa later. Before our dinner, I'm gonna use the gym. How about you?"Medyo lumakas ang loob ko dahil naisipang magpa spa, bukod pa sa antok na ngayon, at pagod pa, siguradong sigurado akong makakatulog ako!I smiled and leaned
WE BOTH can feel my wetness. O baka sinasadya ng galaw niya iyon pero hindi ko na alam. I was too busy with my own pleasure. I tried to remove his arm on mine but my half-hearted attempts are failing.Our doors were closed but the windows were still half opened. I heard him closing his side of the window. Inabot niya rin ang side ko at sinarado niya. Kasabay ng ginagawa, his finger is teasing me. Not dipping enough to reach my core, just enough to give me so much pleasure.I half-heartedly tried to push his hand away but it only worsened. My moves made it more pleasurable. Hindi ko napigilan ang pag daing. He leaned closer to me, slightly putting his lips on my ear. I was posigtive he's going to judge me but he didn't. Nakatanggap lang ng marahang halik.Because of that, and his finger on my entrance, slightly teasing me, I let out a long moan."Shh..." he whispered and slowly put his other hand on my lips.It was just on time. I convulsed right away, feeling the building up heat slow
HINDI NGA LANG tuluyang natanggap ng isipan ko dahil kahit naman marami akong eskandalo, may kaunting dignidad ako pagdating sa bagay na ito! Damon was a manwhore. He'd probably cum fucking anyone!Meanwhile, I couldn't even get into the mood with Luis, enough to do it with him. Kaya bakit? Bakit ngayon ganito?Okay, I'm already an adult. I have hormones. Kaya mas matindi siguro ngayon? Hindi ko na alam...Gusto kong maiyak pero hindi pa ako ganoon kadrama para tumulo ang mga luha ko. Lalo na tuwing may bumubulong sa isipan kong nasarapan naman ako!I don't know how to face Damon right now. What if he'll tease me? lisipin niya ba na gusto ko siya? lisipin niya ba na hindi ako makapagpigil pagdating sa kanya?Na may... hidden desires ako? That's horrifying to think about!No way!That was a mistake, Damon. Should I say that?Of course, yes! Alangan namang sabihin ko na puwede kaming maglaro ng ganoon habang mag-asawa pa. To just enjoy this marriage while it lasted? Para lang din naman
HINDI NA kami nagtagal sa bahay. Hindi ko rin alam kung iyon ba ang gusto ko o ano.I am too guilty and preoccupied of what happened in the plane. Hindi matanggal sa isipan ko na walang nangyari sa Maldives, pero isang hawak niya lang sa akin habang nagbabangayan kami, bumigay ako!Damn, I was just so horny, alright?! It's not about him. I have needs, too.I almost groaned when I realized it. Noon naman, gusto ko si Luis. It's his unfaithfulness that turns me off. Kaya kahit na nagiging pisikal din paminsan-minsan ang relasyon namin, lalo na kung nakainom o nagpaparty, his attitude always turns my mood off.Hindi ko nga lang maintindihan kung bakit ganoon. Damon is also an asshole but... damn it!Ano ba 'tong nararamdaman ko sa kanya? Nababaliw na ako!Dahil siguro siya naman kasi ang una ko? O dahil natuto ako dahil sa kanya. Not that I was totally innocent before that night but somehow... that night unleashed my sexuality as a woman.lyon na nga siguro iyon. There's nothing wrong ab
THE MASTER'S BEDROOM was spacious. He even has his own walk in closet and a bathroom with a large tub.Naghohotel ako at minsan tumitira na ako halos sa hotel namin, pero bukod doon, wala na. Laking mansiyon ako. I couldn't even remember a time when I went to a condo or there is a need to. Kaya medyo mangha ako na may malaking espasyo pala sa mga ganito. Parang hotel room lang din pero mas magandaThe interiors are a blend of black, white, and gray. The placement of the lights were artsy and modern on the walls, giving off drama. He had modern art pieces like abstract paintings and even brass metal art.Medyo impressed ako roon. I was used to jars and classic touch in our house so a modern one like this amazed me a bit. And how it was all cleverly put together. I wonder if he hired a designer for this, or he just did it himself. Kung sabagay, hotelier siya. He must know a thing or two about these things.Sa baba noong brass metal art sa landing ay isang console table na may platong la
HINDI AGAD ako nakatulog sa guestroom. Kung hindi lang malikot ang isipan ko, iisipin ko nang may maligno ang silid na ito.Bago kami tumuloy sa mga silid, in-offer ni Damon na huwag na lang muna kaming magtrabaho agad lalo na't kalilipat ko lang. Bukod din sa huling mga araw na iyon ng linggo. I just wouldn't accept it. It felt too intimate to stay for a while after taht honeymoon. Or vacation. Wala namang madrama roon kaya walang probelma kung bumalik na siya sa trabaho agad, at magsimula naman ako.Wala ring kaso sa akin ang paglipat. Ano naman ngayon? After school, or even while in school, I already like traveling. Living in hotels, and not at home is not news to me.Nagising ako sa tamang oras na sinabi niya. Medyo masakit pa ang ulo ko dahil hindi agad nakatulog kagabi. Naligo ako at magbibihis na sana nang naisip na tumingin pa sa walk in closet ni Damon.Maayos na naman ang nailipat kong mga damit pero I just want to make sure I am not missing out any outfit.Lumabas ako at na
PAGKALABAS PA LANG NAMIN, sumabog na ang cellphone niya sa mga tawag. He mindlessly answered the calls and pushed the elevator button.Natahimik kami nang pumasok doon. Kaming dalawa lang. I looked at my looks on my reflection.Nasulyapan ko naman siyang nakatingin na rin sa suot ko hanggang sa maiksing skirt.I curled my straight naturally brown hair, defined my eyes a bit, and just put on a coral pink lipstick to make it all simple. Damon is in his dashing black suit, with a gray tie. He looked incredibly dashing. Nangingisi ako pero nginuso ko na lang ang labi. Naiisip ko na hindi na rin talaga masamang gamitin ang katawan ng isang 'to. Gagamitin niya rin naman ako, eh. Maggagamitan kami, parehas lang may benefits. Walang lugi sa aming dalawa.Sakay sa sasakyan niya, dumiretso na kami sa trabaho. Hindi nabakante ang cellphone niya sa maraming tawag.Papasok sa gusali, nakita ko agad ang tatlong naiinitang reporter na nag-aabang. Kami talaga yata ang inaabangan dahil nagtayuan nang