93. I Can't Feel Anything

Abby's POV

Charlotte keeps me awake in the middle of the night because she cries, and her nanny Teresa can't make her stop. So I picked her up and tried to make her feel better.

When she fell asleep, I gave her to the nanny and went back to my room. As soon as I thought of Miguel, I stopped and went to the guest room, where I found him sleeping peacefully. I tried to stroke his face because he looked both sad and lonely. I can't give him the love he needs from his wife. No matter what I do, I can't feel anything for him. Even if I tried, I couldn't make myself love him. All I felt was sympathy.

He opened his eyes and tightly gripped my wrist, "Don't go. Sleep with me tonight,"

Even though some of my past was already buried, I did my best to be a good wife and mother. I know I have flaws and feel like I'm not myself when I'm with him. I try so hard to remember something, but it only gives me headaches, so I give up.

I nodded my head and cuddled up to him. He put his arms around my wai