Share
Last goodbye
Today is the day that we will bring my mother to her last destination, which is her grave. I still can't believe that my mom died and ai was not there for her to help her at that time. My mind is preoccupied. Everything seems to be exhausting me.
Gun walked near me smiling at me. I know he wanted to make me happy but he just can't, I can feel how sad he is now. He is with me.
"Are you ready?" Gun asked me while fixing my necktie
I'm not yet ready to bid my last goodbye to my mother, but I need to, I need to see her for the last time
"Yes" I answered
" Let's go"
Gun drove the car and went to the cemetery where we will bury my mom, My heart is beating very loud and fast, this will be the last moment that I will see her face, I took a deep breath before opening the door and walking out
Everyone is staring at me, I can see how they pity me.
I walked next to my mother's casket and smiled, I took a deep breath and wiped t
Related chapters
Mask Hugs and nightmare
Gun and I went home, I was still startled by what happened earlier.Gun is busy driving the car while I am busy staring at the last letter that mom gave me." Babe, you should take a rest," Gun said and held my hand."Maybe later, when we arrive home" I simply answeredHe continued driving while I am still focused on the letter.Mom already died but still, she wanted the best for me, she did her part as a mother to help me, a can say that she is my superhero.She wanted me to forgive my father but I can't, I don't know how to.Dad is very powerful that he hurt not only my mom but all the people that are surrounding me. He used his power to make everyone's life miserable.But seeing him crying and begging earlier, it's not him, I saw the softest side of my father.Mom is right, I should find peace and forgiveness in my heart.Tomorrow, I will talk to my father to clear everything.As we arrived h
Mask Seasons
I was sitting on a rocking chair when Gun approached me."My baby, what are you thinking?" He askedU"hhmm, nothing, just random stuffs, why?"" Want to hear something?"He added." I'm too old for story telling baby."I said while rubbing my nape, he held my hand tightly." There are no excuses when listening to stories, even though you are young, old, there's no problem."He said, released a sigh and smiled." Okay, then, what are you going to share this time? Just make sure it's not Fairytale. I don't like to listen to those, cliche stories."I faked a laugh. He gently rubbed my hand." I call it four seasons
Mask 1 year
It's been a tough year for me. But still I am happy thst Gun never left me. Dad was already out from the jail and now he is living with us. Everyday he is doing his best for me to forgive him. I know zi can forgive but l will never forget the pain he caused me.Another year for me, another year to celebrate my day with my baby, another year to be strong and to face this cruel world with my Dad.I took a deep breath before I faked my smile." Happy birthday self" I shouted and smiled on my mirror. I wanted to celebrate this special day with my baby but Gun went to the province to take good care of his Grandmother. I missed him so much.What a shame, I am alone and still faking my own emotionsI went
Mask Ali
"Off wake up now, you still need to go to fetch Gun" I heard my dad said while knocking at my door. Yes, Gun will be here."What time is it?" I shouted" 6:45" he answered" Are you by chance aware that Gun will arrive at 10 in the morning!" I angrily shouted" Yes, I cooked breakfast for you to eat and I also cooked soup for you, I saw you were drunk earlier and—-" I stopped him from talking" You know that I am drunk right? You should be aware that my head is still aching and I don't want to hear anything, so please leave me alone, I set my alarm clock at 8:20, I can wake up alone, stop bothering me!" I shouted"But you need to—"" Will you just please let me sleep alone in PEACE?!" I said and throw the first thing I touched from my tableI heard it loudly touched the door and crashed into pieces" STOP BOTHERING ME, STOP ACTING LIKE A FATHER AND JUST DO WHATEVER YOU WANTED TO DO, DON'T RUIN MY
Mask Forget and Forgiveness
After we had fun im the bar, Ali invited us to his house to sober.I was sitting on the couch with Gun when Ali's father sat next to me."Off, I don’t want to butt in or to meddle to your life, but it’s by accident when I heard everything earlier,” His dad said." Gun let'sgoo to my room I will show you something, "Ali said. Gun stood up and went to Ali's room.I was left with Ali's dad.“ what was that?” I asked“ Earlier we overheard that you are shouting at your father through the phone,” He saidI was stunned for a second, it feels like I was doused with cold water, my hand felt numb that I can’t move“ Uhh..mmm sorry, I wasn’t able to control my anger” I apologized“ I just want you to know that, we don’t hold our life, as long as you still have him, make him hap
Mask Nightmare
I woke up from my deep sleep and felt that Gun is hugging meI don’t know what might happen in the future, but right now I will give him the love that he was longing for, I will learn to accept myself for who and what I am, I will cherish every moment we had.“ Hey, did I wake you up?” My Baby asked.“ No” I smiled and kissed his foreheadHe closed his eyes and buried his face in my chest“ Hey!” I whispered“ Yes?” He answered“ Uhhm--Baby, can I ask for a favour?” I said“ Uhhmm? What’s that ?” He questioned.“ Can I own you tonight?”He nodded and stared at me. "Of course, we've been a couple for almost 7 years. You don't need to ask that silly question." He answered and laughed.I moved slowly and lea
Mask Reality
I have realized that the biggest mistakes I made during childhood were not the mistakes themselves, but the fact that I never dared to walk up to my dad and apologize for every one of them.Flashback" I'll cook later, what do you want to eat? Say anything I'll give it to you" I should have said that I want to eat spaghetti, Ice cream and carbonara, I should have received those shoes, I should have helped him carry the bags of groceries he was carrying, I should have hugged him when he needed me the most, I should have shown him how lucky I am to be his son"Here take this money."I should have held his dirty hands that time, offered him my jacket to cover his ripped clothes and proudly shouted that he is my father, I should have treated him to lunch after that, joined him walking from school to our house, talking to each other.&ldqu
Mask Married
Time flies fast, right? It’s like yesterday I had problems with my dad. I lost my Mom. And now I am here standing in front of the church waiting for my Man to arrive.“He was a former bully, A student that looks like he doesn’t have a future, A student that is always the headliner of the school and always the troublemaker of the school. Part of the gang. "Krist said.I smiled." But here he is standing in front of us. Marrying the Man he loves the most. "He added." Let's welcome my best friend, best buddy. Best bully. Off Jumpol, "I stood in front of them. Gun and my Dad were standing at the door. Walking, while walking I am here in front of everyone saying the words that are inside my heart.“ First of all I would like to take this opportunity to thank God for giving me lights and providing me with the right path, every one of you probably knows how asshole I am, how bully I am and
Latest chapter
