Chapter 105

ALEXIS' POV

If anyone had told me that I would be able to sustain a hundred lashes of cane on my body, I would have argued and maintained that I would die and not survive the first five strokes of cane.

Who would have thought I would actually sustain a hundred lashes of flogging and still be alive? Although I can almost not call it surviving. My whole body aches terribly. I can barely stand on my own and my legs are shaky and can hardly support themselves. The Alpha had ordered for me to be chained again and locked up in my room after the flooging and to be left without food and water for the rest of the day.

As I sit across the bare floors of the room, my back pressed depressingly by the door, I cry. For the first time, I cry in pity for my own self. Sorry that I was ever born only to live a life of torture and pain. I cry, wishing that grandma Rivera never spared my life and that she had rather left me to die with my parents. I cry over and over again until the tears in my eyes are