Sorry, Jake

Rachael's POV

I stood in front of the bed, my eyes fixated on the wall in front of me. I didn't know what to say or do. I felt terrible. Absolutely terrible.

What do I say?

How do I explain this?

Shit Orchid, I thought there were only two entrances to the bunker. Why is there a freaking hole in the wall, and how did Jake find it?

Jake— Jake had remained silent since I sent Justin out of the bunker, so Jake and I could talk in complete privacy.

Justin had tried to speak when Jake walked into the room, but I didn't think it would be a great idea, so I had pleaded with him to leave.

Yet, now alone with him. I had no words, or literally didn't know how to say the words in my head.

Jake has always been there for me, and yet... I deceived him. He must probably feel like a fool right now.

Shit. What have I done?

I had betrayed a man who loved me with every inch of his heart; a man who was willing to do anything just to see that I was happy.

But I go on with this silence, I would rather