Natasha's POV"Please d-don't s-stop," I begged as I closed my eyes deeply feeling the pleasure that Valerian is giving me.Valerian suddenly chuckled while literally sucking my nips and the sensation that it gave me is insane when his voice vibrated against my bare nipples.Valerian is clearly amused by how he finally got me around his fingers and now that he completely has control of me.I wanted to complain and object and tell him the exact opposite of what he's thinking but I don't want him to stop. So, now, I can't do anything but to close my eyes deeply and just shut my mouth up and try to contain all the pleasure he's giving me by biting my lower lip so hard that I feel like it's already bleeding."Say it again, Natasha."I automatically opened my eyes when my Valerian spoke and I also felt him stopped with what he was doing with my boobs.I creased my eyebrows in confusion but I also can't deny that I'm kinda annoyed because he stopped sucking my boobs."What?" I asked as I co
Natasha's POVIt’s been 3 days. . .3 days since that happened. . . since something happened between me and Valerian and after that something changed between us.His treatment towards me changed. He became gentle-- in the most gentlest way. And oftentimes, I find it weird. Not only because I’m not really that used to that kind of treatment towards me but especially because that kind of treatment is coming from a vampire named Valerian Fenrir-- the devil himself.In my mind this is just part of the punishment Valerian is giving me for I don’t know what reason but if this is a punishment, Valerian’s actions right now doesn’t seem like one.Was it because something happened between us? Was that the reason? Probably yes, because there was no other reason for him to start treating me different— extra special.I was just sitting on the chair facing the window, getting lost in my trail of thought when suddenly I heard three knocks on the door before it opened, revealing Valerian.“Natasha,”
Natasha’s POV“You should have gone here with Draven to ensure your safety,” I frustratedly said to Sayna.Saya averted her gaze as if avoiding to look into my eyes.Seeing her reaction made me so much more nervous than I already was.“Sayna,” I called, which sounded out authoritative even if I didn’t want it to be, it just came out.The last thing I want is for Sayna to be upset with me after everything she did for me.“He doesn’t know I left town. No one knows I left and where I went,” she whispered, head down, looking at her feet.I deeply closed my eyes as I massaged my temple upon hearing what she just said.Why would she do that?!As much as I love my friend, Sayna, I think she will be the death of me.“Sayna, please. Please, you have to go home now,” I pleaded to Sayna as I held both of her hands tightly. Scared than I have ever been.“Natasha, but I—““Sayna, this is for your own safety. You have been gone for weeks and I know they are probably looking for you already and worr
Natasha's POV"So, is Elyse coming?" I asked Valerian.For the past hours, I tried so hard to avert my attention from worrying and thinking too much about Sayna. I could not do anything right now but find out what's the reason why Sayna can't track me because if Sayna could not track me, does it mean that anyone from my pack could not too? If so, why?I want to know. Badly.And for now, I can only think of one way to be close to the truth.Hanging out with Elyse in these times will not only clear my mind. I can maybe dig up some information too.Valerian just nodded at me.I smiled. Not a forced one this time.Valerian wasn't lying because not a long time had passed before Elyse arrived in his office."Natasha!" she exclaimed enthusiastically.As usual, this girl has a lot of energy. She just really never runs out of enthusiasm."Hi," I greeted back with a smile, feeling a little bit better now.Seeing Elyse calms my thoughts down. Probably because of her energy and maybe because she
Natasha's POV"It's late."Valerian's voice filled my ears as I entered the kitchen.The whole place is slightly dim that it was almost eerie if it weren't for the glow of the moon cursing through the kitchen windows.Knowing that the moon is illuminating the mansion; being in the dark with the devil doesn't scare me as much."It's late, Natasha," he repeated.I halted.I wanted to say that the sun had just set and it was not late but I stopped myself because he sounded so cold and authoritative.I wanted to turn my back on him and go out of the kitchen again but I gathered all my courage and stood up firmly."Sit," Valerian said curtly.I took a breath and walked towards the dining table.I sat on the chair opposite from where he was sitting.The moment I was sat in front of him, my heartbeat became slow and steady.I felt peaceful.As much as I hate to admit it, Valerian has the ability to calm my nerves down by just being in silence with him, solely because we are mates.Valerian's
Natasha's POVI deeply closed my eyes as I let Valerian's words register in my mind."Natasha," he called.He continued to softly caress my cheeks.It calmed me down and gave me comfort."Natasha."My name stumbled from his lips yet again.Valerian's touch traveled from my cheeks down to my chin and then my lips.He caressed my lower lip.I finally opened my eyes.He's deeply staring down at me."No," I muttered.Confusion came across Valerian's face but I felt him slowly removed his hand from my face.I was taken aback by how obedient he was.How he removed his hand quickly from my face the moment I uttered the word "no"And, this is exactly why I said no. Valerian actions confuses me and for some reason, it manages to disappoint me.Like how he was suddenly started to act sweet and being so careful with me and then the next hours, he's back to being arrogant, and heartless devil that he is.It's starting to become a cycle and I don't want it to be a cycle.I don't want to spend my t
Natasha's POVValerian kissed me on my lips.It started so slow and gently just like earlier when he first kissed me.It's like he's savoring the moment. . . It's like he's savoring me by the way he kisses me.And because of what he was doing, I felt so much desire.I want Valerian.I'm craving for him.I feel like I am going to die if I don't get what I want and I hate feeling this way.It was like the day after we first met; when I was craving for him-- for his blood.His blood. . .I want his blood."Natasha. . ." Valerian pulled himself away from me as he winced when I bit his lips.I bit his lips so hard that I tasted a metallic taste on my tongue.It's his blood.Valerian's blood. . ."What was that Natasha?" Valerian spit his blood out of his mouth.I subconsciously whined.Valerian looked at me, amused by my reaction. "What?""Don't be wasting your blood!" I protested."You want my blood?"I nodded.I didn't know what suddenly came into me but I craved for his blood."I'm righ
Natasha's POVMy hand was left hanging when the door of my room opened before I could even touch the doorknob."Good morning," Valerian greeted me."Good morning," I greeted him back as I subtly took a step back because I realized that we were a little bit too close to each other and I was starting to get flustered.I want to scold myself for feeling this way around him lately but I literally can't do anything about it because my feelings are so stubborn.I guess I will just let myself feel what I feel instead of trying to make sense of it because I can't— I will just lose my mind."I have things to do in the office, you want to come?" Valerian asked.I nod. "I guess, I have nothing to do here except rot in your house all day."It's true, whenever Valerian works and I'm left alone at his house, I literally have nothing to do but wait for him to come home.I like the peacefulness and silence in his house but it gets boring and well... lonely.Unlike when I'm in his office, even if he h