(Present Day)
ORIONS's break was almost over, time flew by swiftly, I was so caught up with all the work load that I didn't even realize when the days passed by.
It's a glorious evening, warm but not too close, the sun starting it's lazy descent, shadows lengthening and the light just beginning to burnish the trees with gold.
Beautiful sunshine, cloudless skies, no one to play with or go out with, nothing to do. Living like this, the way I'm living at the moment is harder in summer when there is so much daylight, so little cover of darkness, when everyone is out and about, being flagrantly, aggressively happy. It's exhausting,and it makes me feel bad if I'm not joining in.
The weekend stretches out ahead of me, forty-eight empty hours to fill with nothing but cleaning and cooking.
I sighed as I thought of what could've been and what actually is happening. The wide difference between my creative imagination of spending a go
"Hikari? Hikari..." I could hear a voice, nearing me by the second ..."HIKARI!!" I came back to reality as Taehyung jerked me, holding my shoulders."Are you okay?" I could sense concern in his voice, could see it in his eyes.I slightly nodded accompanied with a assuring smile.I took a look at what he was wearing, I had expected him to dress ostentatiously in expensive clothes. But the ones he was dressed in were rather modest, non expensive clothes.He was Dressed in Black, a logical choice for a man of noir, a black denim shirt, folded at the arms, a very simple shirt,it's print unadorned, Black jeans below ripped at some portions, adding up to the look.Expensive leather shoes had some miles on it."Wow… you weren't kidding when you said you had been working out. Look at you! Don't you look dashing?" I giggle slightly as I compliment him. "I don't think we can be discreet if you look this good."
"Don't you dare doze off" he said almost as if he knew I was going to sleep any moment now. "We'll be there soon enough."He said while eyeing me from the corner of his eye. I eye rolled a "yeah I know" look. He turned on some vibrant music in order to prevent from sleeping.The journey was indeed boring, it wasn't a long one though.The car came to an abrupt halt and Taehyung stepped out, I wondered if he had to get something from a shop nearby.But instead he stepped out to open my door, such a gentleman, my heart fluttered at his small kind gestures, I smiled and joined him outside.It's just after seven, it's chilly out here now, but it's so beautiful like this all these strips of garden side by side, green and cold and waiting for fingers of sunshine to creep up and make them come alive.The night rides in on a horse of pure midnight velvet, beckoned by the stars under a the glow of a full moon. As the colours of the day rest, perhaps d
"Why is no one here? it's such an exquisite place to be at!" I started walking towards the lovely, irresistible place. "I used to come here as a kid" Taehyung began "with..." he sighed before continuing as though he was thinking of what to say next, "..my dad, he used to bring me here every Sunday and we would play all day long" he smiled to himself as he reminisced but suddenly his glamorous smile turned into a frown "but it was shutdown a few years back as people stopped coming here, due to better places of entertainment being built around." Why would such a place be abandoned? "It wasn't this intricately beautiful earlier, there were no benches, no lights, no fountains." now I'm starting to get it, why there are gnomes in the park. "I made it re-open secretly, last year. I got it refurbished and made a few changes to it and I've been coming here alone ever since." He glanced at me once he finished. "Even if it didn't had al
'The light of dawn seeping into my room. I rub my bleary eyes and walk to the window. There's a pearly glow in the sky. He's still asleep, I wash up and head down to make some scrumptious breakfast. While I'm cooking he back hugs me, I stop and turn to peck him on the lips. He grins and I return the smile.The blue sky is dotted with fluffy white clouds that drift lazily in the gentle breeze,we're playing on our terrace, not just me and him, all the members of ORIONS, Kenma throwing the ball over the terrace accidentally and Jin scolding him, Namhyuk shaking his head and Hobi going down to get the ball, Yuki asleep under the shades, Kyo mocking at Kenma for getting scolded while me and Taehyung giggling and laughing radiantly.'This being a part of my Utopian vision, I just love even the thought of it.Soon we lied down on the grass, beneath the shade of a sycamore tree, exhausted from all the jumping and running around wildly,
The rain stopped after a while, we were just sitting and gazing at the stars, that filled up the night sky. We weren't awkward about the ecstatic moment that we just shared, rather both of us, we were happy about it. At least, I was for sure. I don't know about him. I glance at him and he's smiling and biting his lip, a wider smile spreads across my lip, he seems much more happier than I was, and well to think about it, he's the one who initiated the kiss right?My fingers brush my own lips as I re-think of my first kiss.My first kiss in the rain, and otherwise."Want to do it again?" I didn't realize Taehyung had his eyes on me. I lick my lip and if it weren't for the night, he would've seen how hard his simple comment made me blush. He chuckles and ruffles my head before standing up and holding out his hand to me, which I gladly take within a split second. Our fingers intertwine and he pulls me into his chest as I get up."You're cute" he giggles and kisses my forehead before letti
(TAEHYUNG'S POV) "Just like I said earlier it was definitely a brilliant idea to bring you here with me. We can come here often." I smiled at the thought of us coming here every now and then and doing mischief around. Discovering new things about each other, talking ever so long, with no disturbance, pure solitude. I want to kiss her more, touch her more, let her know that every inch of her body belongs to me. She's mine, now and forever. But it might be too overwhelming for her, she doesn't even know the half of the truth about me, about us. "Do you think we should tell about the sensuous session we had today to the other members? I think we should keep it a secret for now. Even though I'm dying to tell Kyo or Kenma or maybe both and maybe even everyone. But I wanted to know your point too, if you have any resentment about it then please do tell me." she's just humming, I wonder why. "I'm good at keeping secrets though" I giggle a little. "I just want you to know that..." I stop,
(HIKARI's POV) When I wake up from the terrible noise of continually buzzing alarm clock, white light slips through the slats on the blind. I spat down the clock, peace to my ears, silence to the room. The rain is finally gone, it's work accomplished. The room is warm, smelling of a sweet ambiance, rain-like. My head was full of him. It didn't seem real, none of it did. Last night was incredibly amazing, a beautiful fantasy fulfilled. I stretch my arms as I wake and sit on my bed. The days stretches out ahead of me, so many empty hours to fill in with work. I was about to continue my normal routine when suddenly it hit me. It was raining last night, I was drenched, I fell asleep in the car as I remember. I don't remember coming back to the room. Did he carry me here? Was I too heavy? I move my hands over my body as I stand in front of the mirror, thinking of how I he must've carried me. Wait! It suddenly struck me. Something of far more importance than was I heavy when he carried
It's been two days since we last talked properly. We've barely conversed, only a few waves of 'hello' and few words of work and that's it. It's not that he doesn't want to talk, or I don't wish to, it's just that we've all been behind schedule and hard-pressed.As the break is now over, Everyone has been extremely busy with dance practices, working on new albums, concert dates, award shows and what not. I had forgotten they were idols after all, I've been too captivated with my own fantasy fulfillment that I entirely lost sight of my purpose.Tomorrow's the first fansign after the break, I have to accompany them everywhere of course so I'll have to go to the fansign too.So exhausting, I sigh at the thought of the amount of work I have to do.I'm going to meet the staff members too tomorrow, they already know about me,I'm not a discreet person for the staff. Daichi-san has already informed them of the situation and thus saved me from all the explanation.______________________________