Chapter 33

The only option

Life is a very big game. And mine is much more than that. It is not just any game. No, of course not. My life is a very big drama game. A drama I really wish wouldn't come near would always stay in two metre radius from me. So, my life is a very big drama game. And it was endless misery to me. I just couldn't put a full stop to it. Like how difficult will it get. It's always a drama. It seems to have been around me since I was born. 

Like a sugar molecule and ants. The ants just wouldn't leave the sugar and the outcome is they would get plenty of happiness from sugar but what about that poor, poor, very poor, sympathy deserving sugar molecule. The outcome doesn't seem to be favorable for it. And here I am the sugar who is not sweet enough and the ants were drama who is not small enough. And I couldn't get a break. Ugh. Sometimes life is very much. And that sometimes is becoming forever to me. And believe me, I'm not over