The boys are back in school and I'm going to try and write every day. thank you for your patience. youngest is still waking up several times at night, but without the screaming at least. I need to pick him up from school soon and bring him to speech therapy. Hope you're all doing well. I've been feeling a bit meh, like I'm going to be sick, but not there yet. But otherwise I'm just happy to have the house to myself a bit again. get back to my normal routine.
Cas’ pov“And now, breaking news.” The news anchor said.It had been a struggle to watch the news, because Ripley said that wasn’t relaxing. She had dragged our matrass to the living room, got a bunch of pillows from god knows where, and placed them everywhere.How many pillows does this woman have? It’s fucking insane, but it’s also cute as fuck. She made a nest or something out of the bed. Pillows everywhere, and she tucked me in with a very soft and fluffy blanket. She tucked me in! Like I was a fucking child, yet I loved it.Then, she made me breakfast in bed, and when I complained about the crumbs in our bed, she said she’d change the sheets before we’d go to bed at night. River and Rose joined me in bed for a bit before they got dressed and started to play.I couldn’t get dressed, though. Ripley had been fucking strict about me staying in my pajamas. I don’t even own pajamas. So it was basically sweatpants and a shirt, but fine. It was more comfortable than the rest of my clothes
Ripley’s povHow horny can one person be? I mean, I get it; he’s been in the hospital, and now I’m telling him he has to wait, but damn... It's like he has sex on his brain all the time!Even after the news segment that shocked me to the core. Okay, maybe not that much, but it was a big surprise. But even after the news that Kennedy has helped imprison her father and we’re almost out of this mess, he still can only think about sex.It’s going to be intense when he is fully healed, though. I’m almost scared of what he has planned, but excited at the same time.Not as excited as he is, though... That’s on another level entirely.I had gone to the kitchen to calm my thoughts and prepare lunch for my little monster and my big, sex obsessed monster when I heard Cas’ phone ring again.His dad would not let this go. And it was fully understandable that he would be pissed. He was blindsided by this news. I mean, we were blindsided, but at least we knew there was a possibility that Kennedy woul
Cas’ povWhile I had enjoyed having Ripley as my nurse and River and Rose as my helpers, doing absolutely nothing still feels very foreign to me.Not working isn’t that bad. It’s the sitting around all day in a spot that’s getting to me. I need to work out, I need to run. Or something. I need a goddamn drive around town.Go to the beach. Anything that’s not sitting at home watching another fucking movie.It’s just not me. I am not built for this shit.Or maybe it’s that I know that as soon as I am healthy and cleared for work, there’s a shitload of stuff to do. I can’t just sign over the company, there needs to be a transition period. Not just for Kennedy, but for the staff as well.Not to mention I need to go to court and get this divorce finalized, but even all the money in the world can’t speed up the judicial system, it seems.Not that I have all the money in the world. I’m living off my girlfriend right now, and I fucking love it.Things that seemed so normal to me are really spec
Ripley’s povIt felt strange not having Cas home. It felt even stranger knowing that soon he’d finally be free of his job and his family.One thing that didn’t feel strange but actually felt deliciously familiar was the number of times Cas had proven to me that he was back to his old self.While I doubted he was all the way back to his old self, if the doctor gave him permission to work and train, he could also have sex with me.Cas had planned a whole weekend with me, hiring Leticia to stay with the girls during the day and night. But that didn’t mean he had the patience to wait until then.As soon as the doctor’s visit was over, Cas’ hands were all over me. If I had not stopped him, he would have had sex with me in the hospital toilet.While I like the idea of having sex in strange places, a public toilet wasn’t one of them.Thankfully, the girls were tired and slept early, because as soon as I came out of their room, Cas had been standing there, butt naked, sporting a very hard Cas
Cas’ povI could tell you about the boring meetings I’ve had to attend. Boring doesn’t even cut it; it's soul-crushing, frustrating, and fucking irritating to meet with people I don’t like. Not like is another understatement. I fucking loathe most of them.Arrogant bastards that are against any kind of change.And my dad is the worst one.I could tell you about how, when Kennedy arrived, she charmed everyone’s socks off. Not that it made one bit of difference, they all still thought she’d be crap as CEO.Thankfully, me and the other smartest people in the company came up with a plan. I had asked Kennedy if she just wanted to be the face of the company or if she actually wanted to contribute and do the whole nine-to-five thing. And she chose the second option, to my surprise.I could tell you how we decide together which courses at business schools he should attend. Which workshops and which training on the job were necessary for her to be successful at my job.I could even tell you how
Ripley’s povCas tied the blindfold around my head and made sure I couldn’t see anything.“But since I’m blind, how will I know what to do?” I teased. Or maybe I was a bit nervous.“You’re so good at following orders, Ley. You’ll manage just fine.” Cas replied.He began kissing me, exploring my mouth, before traveling to my neck and chest. First he sucked and licked at my breasts through the lace layer, but then he removed my boob from the lace bodice, making me moan loudly.He bit softly into my nipple before sucking hard.This was the second time Cas had blindfolded me, but this time I felt even more nervous than the last. Maybe it was because of the whole “sex fest,” as Cas had dubbed it. Or maybe because some of the toys he had bought were lying near the bed and I recognized some of them.“I want to play with you, Ley.” Cas grunted before moving away.There were a lot of sounds, mostly ripping and opening packages. A wet sound, like ketchup squirting against something, which last t
Ripley’s pov“You can either tell me why you’re in such a shit mood or get out of my house and go for a walk, because I’m not doing this.” I told Cas.How did we get here?Yesterday was perfect. I had woken up to Cas’ playing with my nipples, spooning me while his erection was poking in my back. My core was sore, but I didn’t care.I wanted Cas as badly as he wanted me, and sex fest wasn’t over yet.We spent yesterday in our room, ordering room service, and walking around mostly naked. We had sex in every room, in every position, until it was time to go home and get back to reality.Even this morning, things were fine. I once again woke up with Cas’ erection against my back, but this time two little girls were jumping up and down next to our bed, so Cas Junior had to wait a bit longer.We had eaten breakfast together; I had made Cas some coffee to go, and he gave me a kiss when he left.I knew he was busy, but I still sent him some texts and pictures to keep him up to date. Also to di
Ripley’s pov To be clear, it wasn’t my choice to move here. I mean, of course, it’s a nice city. But that’s not why I moved to this city. A city I know nothing about, a city where I get lost all the damn time because every building looks the same to me. Maybe it’s because I’m bad at directions; I get out of a store, and I immediately forget if I came from the left side of the street or the right. Or maybe because I’m from a small town and I’m not used to skyscrapers and shopping malls everywhere. It’s a beautiful city, though, and it’s nice to be somewhere where nobody knows who you are or where you came from. But no, I didn’t come to this great and wonderful city for a specific dream or reason, other than the fact that it’s the farthest away I can legally move from my former parents in-law. “Ripley?” The kind lady across from me said. Her black hair was in a top knot, and she looked about forty, but I have always been bad at guessing someone’s age. “So, why did you move here?” O