Emiliana
Giovanni froze. I froze. Time froze.
His face contorted in shock as he realised his mistake. His entire body peeled away from me to expose his taut muscles and my eyes followed the soft curves.
It was only a few seconds but those seconds were enough for me to see what he was attempting to hide from me.
That tattoo.
The black ink caught my eye before Giovanni could cover it with his shirt. I felt a wave of nausea reach the pit of my stomach before making its return journey to my mouth, instantly recognising what I saw.
Shock threw me into a spin. I scrambled haphazardly for my towel, clinging it around my exposed body, sud
Giovanni She peered up at me with such defiance and deflation. She was crumbling and fighting, but she didn’t want it to show. I was in a turmoil of conflict myself. I had accomplished the exact thing I was trying so hard not to. I couldn’t blame her for pushing me away, for blocking me out. I had helped cause that heartache. There was so much betrayal and sadness in her eyes when she told me to leave her room. I knew it wasn’t what she wanted but she couldn’t even look at me or stand to be in the same room as me. “I’m done with your secrets and lies.” She looked away as she said those words. They were like daggers piercing every inch of my skin and bleeding me out. She was still hurting, and I would only be hurting her more if I told
Emiliana Everything I knew was a lie. Giovanni, Luciano, possibly my father. I felt sick as Giovanni finally shared what he was so intent on keeping from me. I should have felt relief, but instead, I only felt the bitterness of betrayal. I saw the hurt that contorted his features, but I didn’t care. He needed to know how it felt. It was a continuous cycle with us. Fight, make up, fight, make up. I was exhausted with the constant pattern, never ending and doomed to repeat forever. “Principessa, please don’t cry.” I hated him seeing me upset. My face tightened with anger as I fought my own emotions alone. I resisted all my urges not to fall into his arms, it took everything within me to remain standing strong, despite the tears that began to
Emiliana “The Castellano’s?” I gulped audibly. “But you said you left the Verdi’s.” “The Castellano’s were my family, the Verdi’s were a job.” His eyes met mine with a dark sparkle. “The Verdi’s were my ticket to finding my father, to eventually leave that life.” “Wait,” I shook my head, clearing my thoughts for a moment. Everything was jumbling up into a contorted puzzle. “So you left the Castellano’s to join the Verdi’s, to then leave?” “In short, yes.” “So your father worked for the Verdi’s?” I was beginning to piece the puzzle together, albeit slowly. “And Luciano?” “I don’t know,” he sighed. I could hear the hesitation in his voice
Emiliana In between the lustful glances and secret touches, I had spent the last couple of days basking in the sunshine on the deck or literally tied up by my underwear in Giovanni’s bed. Every moment I shared with him brought me a step closer to the man inside. He wasn’t just a bodyguard to me, he was so much more and it scared me knowing that. For the first time ever, my heart wasn’t mine anymore, it was Giovanni’s, and he could crush it with one simple squeeze. I always felt alive around Giovanni, as if there was more of life to live than I could ever anticipate or conquer. Although we had never uttered the words, I knew that what I had been feeling over the last few days, possibly even weeks, was more than just falling for him. I was ir
Giovanni I must have laid for hours, twisting the silver keychain between my fingers. The pads of them traced the tiny detailed indentations, committing each engraving to memory. Every now and then I would turn to watch the peaceful angel beside me, her gentle breaths darted across my skin almost tickling me. Emiliana was unbelievable, intoxicating in every meaning of the word. She might not have known it but the connection between us was no longer based on our urges but something more. Every glance my way, her eyes would sparkle with longing. She had a way of making everything seem so much simpler, easier. I had succumbed to the feeling that I now knew to be more than just lust. I had never uttered the words to another
Emiliana The moment we stepped into the room, Giovanni’s hand swung behind him, pulling me against his back. The breath escaped my lungs and my chest constricted as I caught a glimpse of metal pointed directly at his head. It felt like an entire minute went by where we all stood still. I couldn’t see much past Giovanni’s shoulder and he wouldn’t let me. Whatever he was protecting me from, it was just from getting hurt. He didn’t want me to see what was about to happen next. “Farsi da parte, Cruz.” (Step aside) A deep voice ordered. “No.” Giovanni stood firmly with his arm protectively around me. Every part of me was frozen to the spot. A mixture of adrenaline and fear made me tremble and I had to grip onto Giovanni’s suit jacket to steady m
Giovanni Pain. It was something I was used to. I had felt it so many times before in various forms, but it never got easier to endure. What was more overwhelming was the pain I felt when Emiliana was pulled away from me. I could do nothing, I was helpless. Even when I heard her screams, I couldn’t get up. Everything was telling me to move, but the foot on my neck and the gun to my head were telling me it was a bad move. I had managed a clear shot, right between the eyes just before I dropped to the floor myself. Panic mixed with adrenaline that fuelled the sinking realisation that this could be the end for both of us. I could hear her faintly in the distance, but I couldn’t reach her. She was too far away. I tried to call back to her, to reassure her that I would find her but all
GiovanniI stepped out into the courtyard, meeting my father's eye from where his car was parked. The sun blazed down, seeping into his all black outfit. This was it. This was the moment that would seal my fate. I shuffled nervously, playing with the cuffs of my sleeves.“Hijo.” (Son) My father held his arms out, wrapping me in an awkward hug.“Padre.” (Father) I sighed back.“¿Estás preparado?” (Are you ready?) My father rubbed his hands together, as if he had the master of all plans. I followed behind him, keeping close to his side.“¿Crees que esto funcionará?” (Do you th