Chapter XLI

My eyes widened at the surprised kiss he just gave. I did not protest but found myself kissing him back. It was hard to fight the urge to stop myself from my attraction to this man.

But if he was going to ask if I could reciprocate his feelings, I couldn't. I was still doubting it. I felt like I couldn't meet his expectations and that I did not deserve to be paid attention by this man.

"Sebastian..." A moan escaped from my lips when his lips that bruised mine traveled down to kiss my jaw down to my neck. I clung to him and kept grinding myself when I knew that I was straddling him at this moment.

"Cejay..." he said dreamily as he licked, nipped, and nibbled my skin, making me lean back to give him full access to my neck.

I couldn't stop myself from desiring this man. Not only that I know that he had longed to have me, but I had been lusting over him ever since I knew that I was attracted to this man.

Just this once... I wanted to give myself to someone I could put my trust in from n