Chapter 85 — Surprise trip

Maurício

"The feeling of insufficiency is what fucks me up every time I make a decision, Davis. I don't want to have to live with this weight on my back, even after forgiveness I don't feel forgiven." - There I was in another session with Davis, I want to live without this weight on my back. Davis was a replacement for the terrible, shitty psychologist.

"Why does this feeling bother you? Could it be that you are not forgiving yourself? The weight of guilt weighs more heavily on you than on the head of the person affected!"

"I don't know, I haven't known who I am for many years. That damned scene left me without feelings, without emotions, and all this is resurfacing now, all after I met Louise. The size of the fear I have of making a mistake with her is unwritten."

Everything was new to me, this love thing was new. I confess that I had already given up hope, but Louise came into my life at an unexpected time and is making me feel the weight of guilt for everything I have ever done. W