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Mila’s POV

“Her name is Tina” I said firmly trying to control her emotions rushing through the bond and my own bloody body’s response.

It's not that I didn’t like how I was feelings things I thought I would never get to feel again that bothered me, no. It was the fact that these feelings won’t be enough to heal me back to my own self and make this work between us. It will only lead to him having false hope for things to work out and hurt him in the long run.

Doesn’t it bother him really? That every time he looks at me he sees my ugly eye patch? That he knows the horrible, disgusting things I have had to do every night with all sorts of men? How can he even look at me so warmly? Think about having a future with me?

Urgh! It’s all because of the damn bond! It’s masking the way he should really feel about me, about my dreadful past. When will it wear off? When will he begin to realize that his feelings ar