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Alec’s POV
I groaned in agitation as I turned from sleeping on my stomach to resting on my back while my eyes fought hard to open up.
I could tell and feel that I didn’t sleep as much as I wanted to. My muscles were still tired and my head was complaining through a fierce headache telling me that it wasn’t done resting yet.
So why did I wake up?
The damn bond.
The girl was in distress. I could feel her struggling with something deep and painful. I don’t know why though. She was supposed to be out cold after all the chores she did last night.
Finally my eyes complied and opened up. Everything was blurry at first but after several blinks, things started to get more clear.
I buried my hand under the pillow next to me and pulled out my phone.
I unlocked it and opened up the cell feed to see her.
I spared the clock on the notification bar a second to check the time and stifled my yawn when I saw it was
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About The Songs Hello! This is a note about the songs that Alec heard from Andrea. I wanted to put the lyrics so you could feel what Alec felt when he heard those words and really felt them in her voice, felt the pain, the agony, and her emotional struggles. He also felt how much she longs for love, warmth, and safety in other songs too. Putting them within the chapter would have made the chapter cost more just for reading song lyrics and that’s why I decided to put them within an author’s note. If you are really interested to read the words that touched Alec’s heart and made him hate her a little less, carry on reading and tell me what you think of them. Here are the songs: The first song she sang; the one she prepared for her audition, is called go easy on me by Adele. There ain’t no gold in this river That I’ve been washin’ my hands in forever I know there is hope in these waters But I can’t bring myself to swim When I am drowning in this silence Baby, let me in Go eas
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