[WARNING!!! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MxM! YOU ARE WELCOME TO SKIP IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH IT!!] I sighed as I closed my eyes and leaned back against the sofa. Two weeks had passed since I let go of my feelings for Damian. Did I really, though? No. There is not a doubt that I still love him, but I had come to terms that there would be nothing going on between us other than being friends. Damian and I.. We still cuddled and everything, but it was now like the time before anything happened between us, before Rai returned to the US. We never crossed any boundaries, nor did we try to. He never told me that he loved me anymore, not even by putting his hand over his heart. At first, it was awkward for us to be near each other, but we didn't want Rai to notice anything amiss, so we decided to act normally. And by normally, I meant everything - the hugging, the morning kisses (him kissing me on my forehead), and the caresses. After a few days, we were able to become friends again. It w
[WARNING!!! THIS CHAPTER CONTAINS MxM! YOU ARE WELCOME TO SKIP IF YOU ARE UNCOMFORTABLE WITH IT!!] Are they.. Are they really going to continue? Will Rai do it? Will my angel submit to the devil's demand? My heart nearly stopped, and I gasped when I saw Rai perched himself on his elbows, and his tongue darted out of his thin lips and began licking Damian’s tip. His mouth then opened wide and closed over the Devil's dick. Oh my God! My Angel is sucking my Devil! Please, someone, save my poor heart! This is just way too hot for me to handle! Damian grabbed Rai's hair and thrust his dick inside Rai's mouth. Rai let him take control, not moving his head at all. “Oh yeah! You like me fucking your mouth, Rai?” Damian kept moving his hips, sometimes pushing deep, sometimes just the head. “Fuck! Suck me harder, Rai! Harder! Harder!” Damian groaned with his head thrown back and his eyes closed. He moved his hips even faster. He was about to come. “Open your mouth and stick out your tong
Once inside the room, I threw myself on the bed and cried. How could they? How could Rai let Damian touch me at the same time he did? How could they make love to me like that? How could they use me like that? How could they take advantage of me? My mind nearly exploded with all my thoughts. I kept blaming them for what had happened between us, and I cried harder. But the more I thought about it, the more I realized that it was my own fault. I could’ve said no.. I could’ve stopped it from happening.. but I didn’t. I let them do all those things to me. I let them make love to me at the same time, and I was enjoying it too. I felt sick. I was disgusted with myself. I felt so cheap. How could I let myself enjoy being touched by my boyfriend's best friend in front of my boyfriend? I was such a slut. “Princess..” I heard Rai’s voice with the sound of the door being opened. “Just leave me alone. Please..” I sobbed, and a moment later, I heard the door closing. I was still crying hard whe
'Empty' - the only word to describe what I was feeling. More than a week had passed since I last saw Rai and Damian. My place felt empty. Usually, Damian would make me laugh, and Rai would love me, but now I was all alone. This really saddened me. I missed them. I missed being around them. I missed being held by Rai.. To be loved by him.. To see his gentle smile.. To see his loving gaze.. I missed Rai so much that I couldn’t stop thinking about him. At that moment, I realized I really did love Rai more than Damian. All this time, I thought I was just forcing myself to believe that I loved Rai more than Damian out of guilt, but that wasn’t the case. While being alone, I thought about Rai way more than I thought about Damian. I wanted to be with Rai more than anything in the world. But how could I face him after what happened? I didn’t know what to do. All I knew was that I missed him so much that it hurt. While thinking about Rai, suddenly I heard a knock on my door. I was about to
Rai looked at me with amusement as I asked him that question. He reached out to tuck my hair behind my ear and shook his head while saying, "He loves me.. And I love him too.. But we are definitely not in love with each other." "Ohh.. Is he a bisexual then?" I asked Rai. I wanted to know even if the answer would hurt me. Thinking of Damian doing it with another person - female or male, would hurt. "No, Princess. He's far from it.. He hates.." Rai said but clamped his mouth again before finishing his sentence. Damian hates..? He wouldn't hate sex; he loves it.. At least it looked like he loved it when he was with me. So, what would Damian hate? Why does Damian have so many secrets? "In regard to your question why we don't feel disturbed by what we did.. Well.. It would be difficult if he isn’t my best friend, but we are best friends. We’ve talked about it and just called it ‘experiment’, and we laughed it off. Of course, we swore to never talk about it.. EVER!” He chuckled, pullin
We reached Damian’s place and Rai opened the main door. I stepped inside and saw Damian sitting on the sofa watching tv, as usual. He didn’t look up until Rai told him that I was here. “Damian, I brought princess home with me,” Rai told him. Damian turned his head toward us and stood up fast. I saw Leah in his hand. I’d missed Leah. I reached out my hands to take Leah, but instead of handling Leah to me, he handed Leah to Rai and pulled me forcefully toward him. “Kat, Baby girl.. I’ve missed you so much,” he said as he held me tight, nearly crushing my tiny body. “I’ve missed you too, Damian,” I told him, hugging him back. “Baby girl, I think we all need to talk,” Damian said as he pulled me along to the sofa. Rai followed closely behind. I sat on my usual seat, in the middle of the long sofa, and waited for them to sit beside me as always. But instead of taking their usual spots, they sat on the single sofas in front of me. “Kat, baby girl. I’m so sorry. I was so drunk. I shou
A few days later, while we were having lunch, with me sitting beside Rai and Damian sitting in front of me, Nat suddenly appeared. “Afternoon, guys. Hi, Kat,” Nat said as she came to me to brush her cheek against mine. “Hi, Nat,” I said back to her. She then went to sit on Rai’s lap and kissed his cheek. “Oohh.. French fries..” she said as she picked a french fries from Rai’s plate and ate it. She then planted a soundly kiss on Rai’s cheek, making Rai laugh while wiping the grease away from his cheek. I didn’t feel comfortable with Nat sitting on Rai’s lap, hugging him, and kissing him. I knew they were cousins, but still, I wouldn’t say I liked it. Yes, I was the type of girlfriend who got jealous easily, quite possessive if I might say so. It used to be so bad, but with age, it had gotten better, but still quite possessive. “Ummm, Nat.. Can you not sit on Rai’s lap?” I requested, embarrassed at myself for having to say that. Nat and Rai looked at me. “Sure, Kat. Sorry for th
“Shut up,” he said after pulling away, his eyes twinkling. I just laughed at him. “I want to see more pictures too, Nat.” I grinned at her. Nat looked at the three of us suspiciously but let it go. We all looked back at the tv screen and saw a portrait of the three of us, Rai and Damian, kissing my neck. My expression was like the first photo of me alone, shocked yet lustful. “Kat, you are a submissive, aren’t you? Personally, I wouldn’t be able to look that good with that expression. But I think that’s your best expression.” She grinned at me again. “What do you think? You guys should try dominating her.” She laughed while looking at both Rai and Damian. The three of us looked at each other, and I burst out laughing while Rai and Damian stayed quiet. “I’m not as good as Rai at being a submissive.” I managed to say while still laughing. “Rai is a submissive?” Nat raised an eyebrow at me. “Yeah. To Da..” As I was about to say his name, Damian grabbed my arm and pulled my body