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Chapter 71 - I Wanted to Tell Him 'Yes'
After getting out of the hospital, I still slept with Damian. I still had nightmares and everything, but Damian was always there to soothe me, and everything would feel better.
One night I longed for Rai so much that I asked Damian to touch me.
“Damian.. Touch me.. Please..” I begged him.
“Are you sure, Baby girl?” He asked with hesitation in his voice.
“Yes.. Please be Rai tonight.. I need Rai’s touch..” I said as I began to kiss him passionately.
He only hesitated for a second before he kissed me back and touched me tenderly; he even called me 'Princess'. But I didn't want it. No matter how hard he tried to be Rai, their touches were too different. His touches ignited every fiber in my body that I always felt my inhibitions slipped away from me, making me wild with passion. In the end, I asked him to call me 'Baby girl' because I wanted him to love me as himself. He u
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Dear readers, Thank you for supporting Kat, Rai, and Damian until this far! Anyone gets teary during the last few chapters? It was hard for me to write those chapters.. I even shed some tears.. *sniffle*.. But yes.. The last chapter is the ending of Kat and her prince charming, her angel. But it's not the end yet.. Kat and Damian will meet again.. but will Kat finally be able to let go of the guilt she felt? Will Kat have a romantic relationship with Damian? Will they end up together? How about Damian's secret? It's still yet to be uncovered. Even Kat's demon is not yet fully disclosed.. Starting from the next chapter, it will all be about Kat and Damian (and stories about Rai too!), but I must warn you that it will be dark and ugly. It's not going to be as smooth and romantic as Kat and Rai's story. After all, Kat will be facing a devil instead of an angel, won't she? So be prepared for one hell of a bumpy ride with more conflicts and characters! PS: Please be mindful of Kat's
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