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Chapter 91 - Unfair?
Reaching home, Damian quickly entered and went to the bedroom without waiting for me. I locked the front door behind me. I was putting my keys into the bowl I had specially placed near the door just for keys and saw that Damian’s keys were there. I smiled to myself. He felt at home here.
I followed him to the bedroom and saw him inside the bathroom. He had drawn up a bath for himself.
I didn’t know what to do since he was so silent during the drive back. Even though he didn’t close the bathroom door, I decided to wait until he finished before taking a shower myself.
I opened my wardrobe to choose a pajama to wear when I felt his strong arms scooping me up.
“Why aren’t you joining me, Baby girl?” He lowered me and began taking my clothes off before leading us to the bathtub.
“I thought you didn’t want me to,” I said softly as I leaned against his hard body.
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