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CHAPTER 45: Hatred
CHAPTER 45
My chest felt heavy from all of these. I feel like something is twisting me while waiting for Farris to get done from talking Lauren. I feel like an outsider. I can't believe that he meant it. He meant it that he will be going to use me. This is why he needed me. He needed me that's why he helped me.
I feel like a fucking trash. I feel like I am being played at in a game I couldn't even understand.
I lifted up my eyes and looked at Augustus. He was also looking at me like he is trying to read my mind.
"Excuse me," I said and stood up. I want to leave already. My feelings are mixed and I don't know if I can still hold it.
"Miss Hepburn-"
"Just tell Farris that I left already," I cut him off and walked out. Tyron followed me.
"Ma'am!" Tyron called me. I gritted my teeth and tried to composed myself.
"I'm gonna leave now!" I spat and walked faster. Tyron didn't follow me anymore because I know he knows me. I will do eve
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