We were both puzzled, not knowing how to hide from Aldo when he called again and said that he was near Apollo's cellphone location."Maybe you should leave first, Apollo?" I suggested.Arkan had never stopped crying, so we were more panicked."Where else is there a baby crying, Miss Selvestre? He will still look at this place." He rubbed his neck and cursed.Alice and I looked at each other. I don't know what to do."You have to move to the other room first. Maybe they have a baby too," Alice suggested. "Shoo Greek with a dark conscience! Come on!" she pursued.Apollo's eyes squinted at Alice before he decided to leave the room.We took a deep breath after he went out. Alice carefully took Arkan and danced with him a little."Would I still be wondering if Aldo is here tomorrow?" Alice's eyebrows raised.I sighed and gently held Arkan's smooth leg."We should go home tomorrow. Check again if Arkan's birth certificate is okay, Alice."She nodded and took care of Arkan carefully. We chec
"We will leave, Apollo—""Don't. If you are thinking about Aldo, he will not come here. He's busy."I don't know, but a bitter smile appeared on my lips. "I know. "He's busy finding a fiancée—""Yeah, his runaway fiancée," he added, which made me stop after what he said had sunk in to me.Why is he referring to me?"It was his fault that I ran away—""Silly, I was just kidding." He chuckled softly before he became serious: "Please don't go anywhere, Miss Selvestre. Arkan deserves all of this."That was Apollo's request before he left us at home. Now, I don't know if I will stay in the rest house or run away."Let's just stay here, Mayu. It's tiring to move around," Alice murmured, leaning back on the soft sofa."What if Aldo suddenly appeared here?" I asked worriedly.Alice got up from the sofa and looked at me tiredly."Don't think about that, Mayu! He's busy. Busy! Okay, I'm busy," she explained.I couldn't help but worry and watch my son. I can't even understand why my heart seems
"Are you crazy or just plain stupid?! That's your son, Mayu! That's not a dog you can just give to anyone! Think about it!"After that, she just hung up. With a slumped shoulder, I threw the cellphone on the bed. I closed my eyes tightly and massaged my temples. When I woke up, I glanced at Arkan, who was innocently looking at me.The color of his eyes is very clear to me, and I think they will get brighter as he gets older."I can't take care of you, Arkan," I said more weakly.Even though my heart is being torn apart little by little, my decision to send him to an orphanage is still intact.Someone else can take care of him better.Others will love him more.He will be given more attention, and...He can have a whole family.They kept going back and forth in my mind. So the next day, even though I could feel the tears in the corner of my eyes, I decided to look for an orphanage.I carried Arkan and waited patiently for the car. When I got on board, I noticed the driver took us to th
My heart was beating nonstop with nervousness. I bit my lip as I watched the car door open.I could only see half of the body, and I knew it was Aldo. It's definitely him just standing and looking.From afar, I can see that he is looking at the resthouse. I don't know how many times I prayed that he wouldn't come inside the house because I knew the last time he did that, I lost."Are we going to run away again, baby?" I asked Arkan in a whisper, even though I knew he wouldn't be able to answer.I just looked at Aldo with my shoulders slumped. I stared at his broad back for a long time, and maybe my mind was too treacherous to think about the past with him.I quickly shook my head to get rid of the memories, but when I looked back at the front, Aldo was gone, but the car was still there.I was able to get a full look. The thought of him entering the house and seeing Arkan's things there made me nervous again."Shit! What are we going to do, Arkan? Are we going to run away, baby?" I whi
"Uhm, just taking a breather outside—""With a bag, Miss Selvestre?" he raised an eyebrow before snickering at me."Next time, weave a very effective lie," he uttered.I nodded and just ignored him. That would be better than being forced to say that I planned to let someone adopt Arkan.I almost fainted after remembering what I had done. I must have been a very bad mother and thought of doing that to my son. I went limp and could barely walk.What if I didn't change my mind?What if I can't be with Arkan? Can't keep track of his growth? Then he will end up in a bad family? How?My throat hurts thinking about them. Tears welled up in my eyes, and my heart was slowly breaking."Are you okay?"I blinked at Apollo's question. That's when I realized what I was thinking. We stopped in front of the resthouse. When I looked down, Arkan was staring at me, which made me nervous."I'm sorry, Baby," is all that I can utter inside my mind."I'm fine, Apollo. You can leave me here."But he shook hi
"Did he say Da, as in Dad?"Apollo asked several times. I think he was still smiling big while asking that question. as if he were the father."No. You just misheard—""Oh, come on. I know what I have heard—"I quickly hung up and closed my eyes, feeling the nervousness. I held my chest and shook my head several times. When I opened my eyes, I was able to stand up while carrying Arkan."Baby, say Mommy first before saying Daddy," I muttered softly.He giggled, which made me sneer even more. I don't think he will take my side and will still choose his father's grass!That didn't just happen once. Many times. I don't think I ever heard him say Mama. even when he was already one year old. He rarely speaks. He was still looking mysterious, and sometimes if he stares, he is serious."Alice, I'm really going to sulk! Arkan is over a year old, but he still can't pronounce Mommy," I protested.I'm almost in tears. This is a very big deal to me."Crazy! What can you do if Arkan only pronounce
Even though I wanted to listen to Apollo's reasoning, I didn't. I quietly entered the villa. I just want Arkan not to make any noise, or we will be seen here.I quietly turned the door of the villa and entered without a sound. I closed the door and leaned there to hear their conversation, but it wasn't close to my ears."Your father has different feelings, Arkan. We haven't been able to enjoy the sea yet, but here he is right now!" I resented.He snorted a little, and I thought he understood me. I blew him a kiss before looking around inside the villa. But I was also bitten by a snake after seeing some expensive items, coats hanging up, and some long sleeves.My lips parted. I don't want to think that the villa belongs to Aldo, but I can't help it. Maybe there are still rich tourists who can go to the resort, right?I looked around again. The bed was unmade, so the guest must have just arrived. Even if Aldo doesn't occupy it yet, I'd rather make sure he doesn't see us.I planned to tu
"You accepted it?!" Alice was hysterical after I told her everything.I nodded like a good puppy. Biting my lip, I looked at him innocently."Because his offer is good. I don't want to spend any more on Aldo's card. I also want to earn my own money and, of course, save for Arkan."She glared at me and shook her head awkwardly."Stupid, Mayu! What if it's a trap? A trap to make it easier to catch you?"My shoulders became slumped. I also sadly looked at Arkan, who was fast asleep in bed."Maybe not? After all, he has seen me a few times, but he's never surrendered to me. Maybe that person is just being kind—""No one is sane in the world, Mayu. That Apollo pretends to be nice, but the truth is, he's planning something else!" She placed her hand on her waist and pointed to nowhere.I frowned, looked up at her, and stared at her deeply."Why did you bring up Apollo? Alice is already quiet in his villa. You just had a dinner date, and you already miss him," I teased her.She immediately f