Chapter 19

We had just left the JW Marriott hotel a few minutes ago. Alice was driving her Prius without speaking, and I didn't know where she was taking me today. Since it was still Sunday, I didn't have any obligation to go to work.

After last night's... or rather, this morning's incident, because at three in the morning it couldn't be called night anymore, we didn't talk much anymore. When I told her I didn't use a condom, Alice only laughed a little but her laugh sounded cold.

I had never felt so stupid in my life. It was the first time I had not used a condom, even though I usually was careful in relationships.

What if Alice was pregnant?

Imagining that already made my stomach feel like it was punched, but even so, imagining Alice carrying my child didn't feel too bad... And our bodies were very compatible, as evidenced by last night when I forgot-

I squeezed my eyes shut to hold back from imagining last night's events again. I must be crazy. Luke Lancaster was already insane.

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