-I never doubt the choice, also applies when choosing you, as a false feeling of course-
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"Yuda ..."
Raisa tried to grab the door algae, forcing herself to stay awake in fear in the dark. His hoarse voice no longer shouted the names of those who were expected to get him out of here. Raisa only sighs when she calls Yuda's name, who knows how much longer she can endure with her trembling body. The blue light from his watch had faded two minutes ago as it only lasted half an hour.
"You know, if you think Yuda can save you, I think you are quite special to him. But, as far as I am, Yuda has never really thought of women as something special. And, maybe you are the same as them."
Arkan's words to him were denied when Raisa saw Yuda's emotional face in front of him. There is a hint of happiness in him when he finds out that Yuda courageously came alone to the place of imprisonment. Raisa didn't care whether she was really special to Yuda or not, considerin
-Women's heart is easily touched by the slightest kindness, my heart is no exception-***"You go to sleep first."Raisa shook her head, staring one by one her friends who visited her. When Raisa realized she immediately asked to go home. And it has been a day since he was at home, not allowed to go to school by the mother."Why don't you guys change your clothes first? Tomorrow….""Check Gu, I'll advise us later. You can eat it first," cut Bela, feeding the apple."Ehkm, we go down first, OK? Aunty said, it's already been questioned, it's a shame if it's redundant. Lo Yud, is it okay to leave it?" said Rijal gesturing the others to leave Raisa's room."What do you do with Yuda, just scream, Raisa," said Kinta. Yuda closed the door to the room then walked over to Raisa. Asking if anything Raisa needed."Want to come down too?" Raisa nodded."Okay, I'm carrying it, okay?" Raisa patted Yuda's shoulder repeatedly."Already ah,
-If he is your destiny, I'm willing on the condition that you won't get hurt with him-***Atha knocked on Ridho's room after fighting with his mind. They haven't spoken in a long time except for a word or two in front of Mama and Papa. It all started with Ridho who thought he had taken Bela. Atha had tried to explain the misunderstanding, that she didn't have any feelings for the woman who she considered as her own sister. But Ridho doesn't believe it and even keeps his distance from Bela as well as his twin brother.Ridho's attitude is getting worse day by day, acting as he pleases. However, after two years passed, Atha saw a good change when Ridho had spoken and walked with Bela again. Atha knows that because she always keeps an eye on her sister even though she looks indifferent. Ridho seemed to have just finished taking a shower with drops of water falling on the shoulders of the black t-shirt he was wearing. His brows had knitted together until Atha said h
-As this heart beats, I realize it has fallen really fast-***Raisa's eyes widened when she realized that Yuda had made a video call that showed her waking face. On the other side, the man chuckled when he found Raisa still covered in the blanket while she was already neatly dressed in her school uniform."Yu, I'm going to take a shower first," Raisa said, quickly ending the call by running to the bathroom. It didn't feel like he had slept so soundly last night even though they communicated until midnight."Mother, why wasn't Raisa built?" Raisa descended the stairs to her mother who was setting the plates on the dining table."Twice, honey. In fact, you were smiling when Mother told me to wake up, instead of getting up immediately, but hugging the bolster pillow tightly," said Mother, poking Raisa's cheek in annoyance."Let's eat first, don't make him wait long," said Mother but Raisa tightened her hug."Ah, you still have fifteen m
-Until when am I just a shadow waiting for you to stare at me longer-***Raisa knocked on the door softly while greeting until Mrs. Alisa's voice told her to come in. Then she stepped inside where on the dark brown sofa that still looked brand new, Atha's figure without glasses—since two days ago it was smiling at her. Raisa is invited to sit beside Atha."So I'll just go straight to the point, okay, so you won't be late for class," said Mrs. Alisa, smiling a smile that could still make the eyes of men out there mesmerized because of her youthful face even though she was already thirty. Unfortunately, Mrs. Alisa doesn't have a partner, maybe because she's still single."I chose the two of you to participate in the debate at the National High School. Atha has agreed and I hope you also agree, Raisa. Mrs. Jasmine as a language teacher also recommends you. You should show your talent. Yes, besides you can participate in the Physics and Biology Olympia
-If I get closer to you, that means I'm getting closer to the wound—the karmic punishment that has been cursing me-***Yuda smiled triumphantly when Raisa finally agreed to his invitation to watch him play basketball. Yuda was indifferent to the sad feelings that hit Atha when she thwarted the man alone in the library."Sorry, Tha, we'll discuss it tomorrow. I'll line you tonight," regretted Raisa. The race was only two days away, they should have practiced harder but because Yuda was always waiting for him he couldn't concentrate. Moreover, Yuda often limits their time, like today. It's only been fifteen minutes since Raisa and Atha have been practicing, Yuda immediately ends it by inviting Raisa to encourage him to play basketball."You want to eat first?"Raisa shook her head, her face looked irritated which made Yuda want to make fun of her even more, pinching Raisa's nose until a small snort came out of the curly-haired girl's pink lips
-Am I wrong to want clarity on our relationship? Our feelings may be different, I'm serious and you're joking-***"Sorry, it's too late for you to come home," Atha regretted in Raisa's yard.They had just finished a discussion at Mrs. Alisa's house, when the clock showed half past seven Atha was about to take Raisa home so it wouldn't be too late but the weather was impartial. It rained for over an hour. Therefore, it was only after eight o'clock that they finally went home.Raisa says it's okay. He immediately entered when he had confirmed that Atha had disappeared from his sight. When he stepped into the living room, a tall man was staring at him intensely, on the sofa next to him there was Fairuz who seemed to be standing up to him."Just got home, eh?" Raisa nodded, shook her hand and was about to rush to her room without greeting Yuda first."Eh, you guys mad?" said Fairuz stopping his steps. Yuda chuckled as he approached Raisa.
-Jealous is a sign of love, angry is a sign of love-***The five men in high school uniforms laughed heartily on their motorbikes. Soon the clock will show eight o'clock but the students who don't know the time look relaxed. The flyover was bustling with passing vehicles but the noise didn't make the five men's voices dim."Try again, one more time." Rijal got off his motorbike, smoothed his tie like an MC."Your song is very good, right guys?"Everyone nodded, except for Yuda who was busy releasing his cigarette smoke."Jealousy means love.""Jreng ... jreng ..." Alif laughed seeing his friend accompanying him humming."Angry is a sign, dear ..." Alif finished his short song, turned to Yuda near him, flashing a grinning smile."What?" Yuda chuckled as his four friends shook their heads simultaneously."How's Yu, are you jealous, don't you see Raisa's deck walking with Atha?"Everyone was waiting for Yuda'
-If I cry it means I'm weak but I can never pretend when my heart hurts-***Raisa stopped a taxi and then went inside without forgetting to mention her home address first. The thing he wanted to do when he got home was to refresh his mind and body with a shower. Raisa ignores Yuda's choice. He didn't choose to go home with either one. Both Juda and Atha.When the bell rang, Raisa immediately said goodbye to Atha's offer to take her home. He chose to exit from the side gate instead of the main gate, unbeknownst to Yuda who was waiting for him in the parking lot. Raisa first sent a message to Bela as a notification that she didn't go home with Bela."It's here, Dick." The driver's voice snapped him out of his thoughts. He thanked him while taking out the money as a fare then immediately got down and entered his yard.Raisa walked languidly while looking down into the house without realizing Atha was still standing beside her motorbike. The man follo