FIFTEEN

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I feel so dirty, my head aching my entire body hurts, I'm tired of crying, I'm tired. I closed my eyes as the water from the shower falls on my body, I could feel the tears rising up again this time I let it fall, I need some kind of release, I need to cry.

I continued scrubbing my body inflicting more injury on my already bruised body not wanting to come to a realization that it's the memories of last night that needs to be washed away.

I want to forget.

The scary thing is that the memory sticks forever.

Many questions ran through my mind as I watched the man that inflicted so much pain on me than any other person in my life sleep this morning.

Was that the real Ja