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FORTY TWO
LOREN'S POINT OF VIEW.
All I could do was take rapid breaths in and out, feeling like if I don't breathe for a second the weight on my chest will rise up to my throat, tighten it and choke me up until I give out.
I sat frozen on the bathroom floor, staring at down at the black tiled floor, fearing that moving an inch would mean facing reality, a reality that I'm damn sure I don't face, I can't face.
Many thoughts have run through my head, thoughts I'm not proud off and it's eating me up alive.
How can I be this stupid, this can't be happening to me, I don't miss my pills, I mean I don't think I did.
Gosh, I'm so stupid.
I don't want to be pregnant, I can't be, my life's a mess and its all my fault.
I pretty sure the water in my eyes has run dry, totally b
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