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"I'm not going to pretend that I'm cool with that bitch going against my orders on my wedding day, I was very clear when I said no slits." I pushed my gown along, finally stopping at the balcony. Feeling the cold air hit my face, I breathed out in relief. My room is packed with people, most I don't know from Adam and it's really uncomfortable.
"Calm down, it's not that big of a deal." I put my arm on the railing admiring the view that my hotel room provided. I know it's no big deal but I just can't stand the Stacy girl or maybe I'm just frustrated, my wedding gown is tighter than normal, my makeup is crappy.
At least that's what I think.
"I hate that you are always kissing her butt." Ever since Stacey got Gemma a modeling deal, Gemma has been ass-kissing.
"She's not that bad." I rolled my eyes.
"I knew I'd find you guys here." Oh, what's she doing here? Her face accompanied the forbidden slits. To be honest, the dress looks good on her, I mean she has the legs.
"Can I talk to you?" Stacey asked.
No!
I looked at Gemma's pleading eyes.
"Sure." I sent a tight smile towards her direction.
"I'll just leave you two." I looked down at my painted nails just in case I need to scratch a bitch, Gemma leaves.
"I feel that I've wronged you." I looked up at the dumb hoe, you feel? I rolled my eyes at her statement.
"It's okay." It's not okay but then again I can't stand her presence.
"You know I got the legs and everyone has to know." She calls this an apology? I really don't want to have this conversation, she clearly isn't remorseful.
"Plus, my boyfriend Ace loves it." Wait! What?. Ace? Boyfriend? I should have known this conversation was leading to a joke.
What if it's true?
If it is, I honestly don't care as long as my previous interaction with him isn't spoken about.
"Ace; Javi's brother?" I inquired trying to keep a straight face.
"Yeah, we met at your wedding rehearsal and we are in love." Okay! There's no way I'll take this seriously, it's laughable.
"In love? Amazing." It's so hard to keep a straight face now, Gemma needs to hear this.
"Yeah, that's why I want to put our odds aside. I feel I'll join the family very soon." I coughed not wanting to laugh out loud.
"Loren, The cars are ready," Ashanti called out. Ashanti is one of my bridesmaids and my cousin.
"Good luck!." I muttered mockingly at Stacey as I pushed my dress along leaving the delusional girl.
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I withdrew from the overly uncomfortable kiss, no sparks, no emotion, no passion. I smiled at my husband.
This is it, I'm married.
I turned to the crowd, they finally stopped chanting "kiss" now they are clapping. I looked around only for my eyes to land on a sinfully handsome looking Ace suited up with his hair neatly swept back, the change in style looks good on him.
He should wear that suit forever.
Not cool Loren, you are married I mentally reminded my self before sending him a tight smile.
He raises is glass muttering "congratulations", he winked at me before I turned away.
"It's time to throw the bouquet." A voice was heard from the crowd.
"Yes." Now everyone's yelling.
Oh jeez!.
"I'll be right back." My words gained a peck from Javi.
Here comes the guilt.
I walked down, moving towards the girls gathered, I spotted Gemma giving her the "you better catch the bouquet" look.
I finally stopped sending a smile to the girls before turning, throwing the bouquet towards Gemma's direction.
I turned around immediately only to see the bouquet with an overly excited Stacey smiling widely at my direction, I glared at Gemma, she gave a shrug.
I walked back to where I was seated earlier, smiling at Javi before picking up my wine.
Can this wedding end already?
I almost choked on my drink when I spotted Stacey waving the bouquet at a horrified Ace.
"Are you okay?" I nodded taking my eyes of those two and focused my attention on Javi.
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There's the awkward part being alone in a hotel room with Javi.
"I'm so happy to be able to call you my wife."I bit my lower lip not knowing what to say at his sweet words as his hands snake their way around my waist pulling me closer.
"Did I mention how beautiful you are?" I simply nodded as he pulls me into an emotionless kiss.
I made an effort deepening the kiss hoping to feel something, anything. He moved his hands from my waist down my butt giving it a light squeeze, I still didn't feel any arousal, I was so uncomfortable.
He started trailing kissing from my neck his hands still on my butt. I looked at the wall ahead as I felt his hands at my upper back pulling my zipper down.
Now's a perfect time.
"Javi," I called out once I felt his bulge grinding on me.
"Javi," I called out again as he reluctantly withdrew.
"I'm really tired, we can continue this later." I feel really guilty as I noticed the disappointment on his face or is it anger.
Javi isn't one that gets angry easily.
"You sure?" He said as he continued sucking on my neck.
He has defiantly removed the makeup used to cover the previous mark.
Thank goodness he hasn't noticed.
"Yeah, I'm sure," I said immediately moving away to avoid further sloppy kisses.
I looked around feeling uneasy as the room falls into silence.
"I'm gonna take a shower." I finally whispered breaking the silence, he nods sitting on the bed.
I moved into the bathroom closing the door behind me.
I'm so stupid and cruel.
I cheated on him and I'm now refusing to have sex with him, I feel so fucking guilty. I'm married to him and I should get comfortable having sex with him, whether I like it or not.
Well, not today I really have to sleep.
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We finally pulled up at Javi's mansion, I looked at the intellectually structured building, I have been here before but I still can't take my eyes off the beauty of building exteriors. The house was kept enclosed by a unique fencing, neatly trimmed hedges surrounding the house.
I smiled at Javi as he opens the door for me while I made my way out, I immediately noticed a marble fountain sitting towards the right side of the lawn, I don't think I saw it the last time I was here.
It's so beautiful.
It reminds me of the hotel we logged in back in Greece. Sadly, we didn't even spend a day in Greece after the wedding because we both had work to get back to.
Javi ushered me towards the main entrance of the building as we made use of the sidewalk, he smiles at me before opening the door. If you think outside of the house is beautiful you need to make it inside.
The black and white linoleum floor of the entrance glowed as we walked in, I looked around spotting the beautiful high arched windows, velvet drapes framed the windows, the lace inner curtains remained drawn, allowing daylight to enter.
I moved aside giving space for the workers to take our suitcases in, I looked up at the amazing chandeliers.
"Bro, you are back." My heart skipped a beat once I heard a familiar voice, my eyes widened as it landed on Ace.
"What are you doing here?" Javi took the words right out of my mouth.
"Don't be like that, I need a place to stay for the meantime." Wait, what? He can't stay here.
"Don't you have a job in New York?" Javi looks angry, I really don't care about his immediate change in mood, I just want Ace out of here.
"I got fired and I sold my house, I have nowhere else to stay bro." He shrugged.
"Then stay at dad's house," Javi argued.
"Dad mustn't know I got fired, besides I like it here already." He winks at me while saying those words.
Kill me now!.
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~~~~~~I lazily walked downstairs knowing fully well I won't be able to sleep, you won't either if your husband's brother whom you have slept with is two rooms away from yours.I'm going crazy as my mind conjured different questions, why is he here? There's no way in hell I'm believing I have no place to stay shit. What if he's here to threaten me? I should have kept my legs closed. What if Javier finds out? I'm screwed.I closed my eyes in a stupid attempt to let my thoughts go, I finally made it into the kitchen.I switched the lights on, bending my head down because of the brightness of the light, once I got used to it I walked over to the fridge to get something to drink.I held the handle, opening it as the cold air that accompanied the fridge hit my face hard as I stared at the stocked fridge in adoration.I can defiantly get used to this.
ACE'S POINT OF VIEWIt took everything in me to prevent myself from acting like an animal and fuck Loren senseless. Gosh she looked so good in that black sleek blouse tucked into the white bodycon skirt, it's such a shame she hides those curves inside that huge white lab cloth.I thought with one fuck I'd get her out of my system but I want her more than ever. I know it's wrong, she's my brother's wife but she makes my betrayal worth it.So fucking worth it.Just thinking of her got me hard as fuck, I pushed the newspaper aside, after all, I'm paying no attention to it."Your coffee, sir." I looked up to the flirty waitress, well I'm more focused on boobs that are literarily on my face."Well, thank you," I smirked as she smiled seductively, pushing her boobs closer.Well, I don't mind."Do you need a
~~~"Hey." I snaked my arms around Javier's waist raising my head up to have a look at my image on the mirror in front of us."Hey." He turns around and places a kiss on my lips, a smile crept up my lips."How was work?" I looked up at him, this is what wives do right?."Boring as always, by the way, I for you something." He smiles pushing his hands into his pocket, I bit my lips waiting."Hope you don't want to ask me to marry you again?" I joked as I saw him pull out a box."I don't mind getting married to you again." He opened the box, revealing the most beautiful necklace I've ever set my eyes on."O my.." I took the box out of his hands having a closer look."Let me help." He takes it out of the box, I turned around taking a deep breath as I felt the cold necklace fall on my chest.
I stared at the mirror studying every detail of my purple lace dress, I twirled a little bit bringing my right leg forward admiring the slit.I placed my hands on my waist slowly moving down my hip, absolutely in love with the way the lace hugged my skin, now the only problem I have now is the cleavage.It's too revealing."Gem, I think I'm going to change." I tiled a little bit still looking at myself in the mirror."I'll murder you if you do, you look amazing." I turned to my sweet mouthed best friend still in a battle with the fake eyelashes.I was going to reply but my annoying ringtone cut me off, I walked towards the sound, stopping in front of my study table.It's Javi."Hey," I muttered after I swiped the red button on my phone."Hey, love." Javier's voice came up, I put the phone on loudspeaker before dropp
~~~~~~"Were you just coming out of my brother's room?"It's Javier.I stood there completely shocked and frozen.I'm screwed.I turned around as my heart literarily drops, setting my eyes on a neatly suited up Javier."Huh, I- I was just checking if Gemma was in there, you know, crazy night." Lies rolled out of my tongue smoothly, my heart beating so hard it won't be a surprise if pops out anytime."Well is she in there, did they have sex?" If not because of the state of panic I'll be amused with Javier's attempt to gossip with me."N- no she's not, she must have left early this morning." The fact that we are staying longer in front of Ace's room scares the crap out of me, what if he comes out?."Why are you in clothes?" He questioned further."Going to put it in
~~~"He wants sex, don't blame him though 2 weeks of being married no sex, tragic. This vacation is leading to pound town and you have to be ready, I going to pick you up at the hospital in an hour for lingerie shopping.""My shift doesn't end till 3 and.." I was interrupted by my ever sensitive best friend."Great, I'll pick you up at 2." Hanging up before I could give a reply. I dropped the phone on the finely furnished wooden table of my office, burying my fingers in my hair, my head down, eyes closed thinking about how drastically my life as changed over the past few weeks.I wouldn't say I had a perfect life but I loved my life, in my dream job, surrounded by an amazing friend but now it's just... it's just, I don't even know what's going on with me, who I am.I have never been this reckless, cruel, lacked self-control, I'm disgusted with my self, my person.~~~~ 
~~~~~"You know it's not cool to stare." I'll admit I've been staring but it's for a good cause, or however you'll put it. It's my attempt to make him talk since I'll obviously not say a word.And it worked.After an hour in my room completely bored out of my mind, I moved to the living room to watch a movie, and apparently I met Ace still on his goddamn phone."M-me I'm not staring." If my stuttering at first could be ignored, I'll say I'm good at this lying game but of course someone's better."Yeah right." With his short and simple words, the room went back to its intense silence.So much for wanting him to say something."Glad you guys are not trying to eat each other up." I surprisingly watched as Gemma image surfaces.How did she get in?"Hey, Ace." She called out, Ace gave a nod towards her
~~~"How's your vacation?" Gemma wiggles eyebrows, I rolled my eyes bringing my phone closer."If it's going great I won't have time to facetime you." We arrived at Manhattan early this morning only for Javier to leave the minute we entered the hotel room, promising to be back in the next two hours for a tour but guess who ended up alone for a lot more than two hours, it's 11:15 right now, no call no nothing. So much for trying to work on our boring marriage."Ouch, what's happening?""Javi is out here working and I'm alone in the hotel room.""Bummer.""Yeah, I was going to surprise him with the lingerie and all." I had to remove the lingerie hours back, it's absolutely uncomfortable."Sad." I raised my eyebrows at her reply."Okay, what's going on?"