INAYA -How do people realize they actually love someone?I realized what I have for my husband was real love, the kind I will take to my grave and that will make me look at his wrinkled 80 years old face and still want to kiss everything about it when we had another setback in our married life.Seeing a doctor is not particularly the best thing I like in life, quite the opposite actually.Not even Hamza's presence helped in my consultation with the gynecologist, that experience was much harder than I thought it would be, I needed to do many tests including the blood draws I was terrified of, but that's not even the tough part about it at all, it was, in reality, the fact that I had to g o through all this only to be told when the results were out that my chances of having a child were miraculous.When the doctor said this to us while reading through the results in his hands our reactions were different like sky and earth, they say that sometimes accepting hard news is easier for the p
He didn't leave, and although I punched him and fought him he still hugged me tight so that I don't hurt myself when I finally stopped crying I found myself engulfed in his embrace... It was such a hot day outside the villa, but even our embrace was cold.When my sobs stopped only one sound filled the silence, it was the noisy splashing of water in the sink since I deliberately opened the water tap to its maximum earlier to cover my sobs, which eventually turned into a useless waste of water.Hamza didn't say a word while his strong arms encircled me and his heart beat widely against my ear, at that moment for a reason I shall never know I was calmed with the sound of water and his strong heartbeats, it suddenly occurred to me to say,"I can't give you a baby, but if you want it so much I can't selfishly keep you from that, you can marry another woman, I can't accept you having a second wife so we can divorce."Once I said that I felt his arms tighten even more around me and his heart
INAYA- Living with the extremely rich Hamza Filladi taught me a bit about the techniques rich people use to save their money and expand it.For example, he invests his time to the maximum amount, if a deal is taking more than it should be taking the unhesitantly forsakes it! Therefore, the market knowing this golden rule of the most powerful investor in the mainland, all interested companies work their teams like robots just to please him and make everything go smoothly and quickly before he gets bored. By consequence he saved much more time and effort by simply refusing a couple of fruitless deals, Words are like flowing gold to him, it is rumored that during meetings he barely utters a few decisive words or simply gestures with his hands to express his opinion, totally deserving of his title as the "silent beast". So whenever he speaks... He never has to repeat his words, which is indeed smart if you ask my opinion, take my overdramatic ex-manager at the radio station as an example
INAYA -"Look Inaya, either you announce you're being married by your self or I will do that on your behalf! You have 2 minutes." Hamza threatened with a very serious look on his face the moment I walked inside our room a week after his own announcement.It's not an exaggeration to say I was shocked, because yes he said these words to me just the way I'm saying them to you now, With no introductions, no explanations, I simply and innocently walked inside our room after I visited Nana only to find an extremely angry looking husband, standing with his arms crossed near the door, and his voice was terrifying when he said these words!Being the negotiating person that I am, I logically asked him,"to who should I report my status as a married woman within 2 minutes? To Jin (ghosts) in this room?""to him" he coldly replied while handing me my phone.I checked my phone to see what he was talking about, but there was nothing in particular in it, so I looked at Hamza extremely confused, He c
You see, this husband of mine is very lacking in the matter of social etiquette and general humor, this suggestion of Mrs. Driss which was a mere joke that any average Algerian woman says to a woman in a suitable age of marriage as a compliment Hamza must have considered it as a serious marriage proposal and the invitation to the party as an invitation to a matchmaking event!Without waiting any more moment I immediately said to Mr. Driss,"I've married already Mr. Driss, the man who Mrs. Driss spoke with is my husband."I saved details such as "my husband is the big boss of the company and he currently was very enraged" to save my poor coworker from experiencing a heart attack. After a few more words of apologies and excuses I finally hang up the call and I approached Hamza guiltily, I circled his torso with my arms and as I pressed my cheek against his back I shamelessly said,"I have told him I'm married, you should be proud that your wife is still admired by the others, it means y
INAYA -How do I tell when Hamza is excited about something? Well, to be honest, that man hardly shows any change of affection or any expression on his face, his eyes are always cold and words are very little, still I, have been his wife for a respectable amount of time and have known him for longer, I can still tell the difference in his mood by noticing the little changes in his attitude.Take the morning following the n ight I promised to put on my wedding ring as an example, I woke up to find a very excited Hamza Filadi looking at me, although he was just coldly eying me while saying his typical morning greeting, "are you awake?"I still noticed that he was indeed very enthusiastically waiting for me to wake up mainly by noticing two changes,1. he was already wearing his tuxedo and all windows were wide open because usually, he'd just keep wearing his nightgown until it was almost time to go to work, and he wouldn't open the windows not to disturb my sleep, so clearly someone was
INAYA -Once Hamza finished touring our office, he just left along with his bodyguards and his administrative team, Leaving everyone with a thousand questions, mainly... why did he come there in the first place?"Inaya, does the big boss know you personally?" Someone asked when the whole office was in havoc after Hamza left. So hearing such a loud and clear question, everyone's attention naturally turned toward me."Yes," I replied honestly. There was no point in denying it anyways, soon or later everyone will know the truth and I'll be called a liar if I denied it now."how's that?" The same person asked again."it is linked with the identity of my husband," I answered righteously, because yes, This is true as well."your husband must know the big boss personally! You're very lucky to be acquainted with him!" Some other coworkers commented with envious eyes.I just burst into laughter, literally, there I was holding their hands and guiding them to the door of truth, yet when we reach
INAYA -"You're looking very beautiful Inaya" Hamza commented once, in the summer of my second year in college.I remember I was a guest at Ines's birthday party when Hamza Filladi said these words to me.when Mrs. Filladi called our house's line one summer morning and she personally invited me to her daughter's birthday party I was beyond surprised that I initially thought she called the wrong number. Since we were on college vacations at the time, I naturally had to go through the struggle of going back to D city from my hometown on a 6-hour-long bus trip and staying in the empty student residence risking my own safety in order to attend to that party, it was quite a struggle in fact, but even when I initially wanted to refuse the invitation my grandmother threatened that she will kick me out of the house to the student residence for the rest of the summer if I did that, so I, of course, had no choice but to go eventually.At the time, I was so nervous and had no idea what to wear