Chapter One Hundred Sixty Six

Gwen.

My mind wouldn’t stop bothering me after getting that visit from Ryan, his words, the way he acted and looked at me every single thing he did that day still scared the shit out of me.

Henry’s constant presence in my house, my company, and my life doesn’t seem to help either. He was hell-bent on doing what he promised that night, he wanted me back. I can see it in his eyes, the way he acts and talks to me but was I willing to get back with him?

Do I want to sentence myself to another lovelies marriage—because I do not know if he does like or love me right now? I have this fear of going back to him and then he sees someone else prettier than me and he goes with the person instead of being with me. I’m not sure if I can survive that kind of feeling again.

It was hard to decide what I wanted, my heart wanted one thing while my head and mind wanted another thing. It was confusing and Jas wasn’t helping me out at all, she always wanted to be with her father, in the morning, noon, e