Chapter One Hundred Thirty Nine

Gwen.

I moaned into the kiss again, it felt different from the other ones we had had before, I would blame it on the alcohol. It was the one thing that was engineering me to do this anyway, even though I knew this was wrong.

I was doing the one thing I said I wouldn’t do. Am I wrong in wanting to have sex with another man I do not love, even though I know he wants this as much as I want this?

I held Ryan’s hair as his kisses went down my neck, I pulled him closer as he connected his lips with mine again.

“You are so beautiful Gwen,” he whispered, as he pulled from the kiss again.

“You too,” I said and then blushed when I realized what I just said.

“No….I didn’t mean it like that…” I stuttered and he chuckled softly.

“No matter what you meant by that I don’t care, Gwen,” he said and then kissed me again.

“Ohh….” I moaned softly as his kisses went down and down until he was staring at my naked chest.

“So beautiful, you look so perfect Gwen,” he whispered with his eyes locked on