Chapter 41

"Sir, one of our models' has been missing for two days now," Sora said.

"Not now, Sora. My mind doesn't want any new news right now, am I clear?" Kirito said as he looked into the file.

"Yes sir" Sora said. But Kirito wasn't listening anymore.

'She will see inside me eventually. What if she doesn't like what she sees? What will I do 'cause I can't unlove you now.

I should've seen this coming. I shouldn't have fallen so deep. Should I rise or should I fall? Because a part of me doesn't want to show you the monster in me, but there's a part of me who wants to just rip apart all the walls for you and pull you inside in my heart, to make you a monster too.

It's so complicated. I can't understand myself anymore. Can I pull away from you. Because no matter how much of a monster I am or no matter what all I've done up until now-- I still want to be the best person in your life. My monsters love you, Vivian. This is bad. I feel like I'm gonna get a panic a