74. Please Don't!

"So... Shall we end this relationship here? We started well; we also have to end it well."

My heart seemed to stop beating after hearing Kenan's words. It's hard for me to breathe.

I knew this would happen. But I'm not that strong to go through it.

I clench my fists around my knees.

"Kei? Say something," Kenan said quietly.

I looked down, hiding my face between my hands, clasping my knees.

Tears flowed profusely, making my whole body tremble.

"You're crying?" Kenan asked, confused.

I thought it would be fine when this happened, but how come it hurts this much? God, help me.

"Isn't this what you wanted? You left; you even have a boyfriend; doesn't that mean you want to break up with me? I know our relationship is automatically over; it's just that I want to make it clear. If you want to end it, end it without regrets!" Kenan exclaimed softly.

I don't know how to react. How should I explain it?

For whatever reason, I do not want to break up with him. If only he knew how painful it was t