CHAPTER 44

"IT HURTS, YOU KNOW? Seeing my twin like that makes my whole world down in hell ... I can't even do anything, I'm so useless brother. I can't even give him a touch, I'm such a stupid person. I'm the older brother but I can't do anything. I'm hurt, I don't want him to be angry with me. I don't want him to hate me, I don't want him to think that I'm just nothing with him. I don't want him to think I'm someone else, I'm afraid that I might lose him, he's the only one left I have, who strengthen me," sambit ni Clever.

"H-Hindi...alam kong ginawa mo ang lahat para sa kaniya, 'wag mong sabihing wala kang kwenta, the best kang kuya. Maiintindihan naman niya siguro na kaya mo lang naitago ang katotohanan para sa kapakanan niya, para sa mararamdaman niya, hindi mo rin naman sinasadya ang lahat, hindi mo rin naman ginusto ang pagkawala ng pamilya mo," pangungumbinsi ko sa kaniya, niyakap niya ulit ako at wala na siyang ibang sinabi at humagulgol na lang. Ramdam ko ang panlalambot niya dahil nab